BNHA Oneshots (DISCONTINUED)

Shouto Todoroki x Depressed!Reader

Before I start a trigger warning for anyone struggling with depression my heart gos out to you! Anyways I hope you enjoy this anyways! Also an FYI I decided to choose the quirk to match with the storyline and it' s mind reading. If you know the first and last name you can read whoever you sees mind.

Prologue

Ever since you were younger you always knew there was something in you that didn't feel right. (not the tokayami type) Every time you woke up you felt like crying and would hear a voice in your head telling your not good enough, or you're a failure, or you should just leave this planet. This was hard already when you were a child but once you got to high school things got worse. Your parents ended up getting in an accident with the infamous hero killer before high school began. What ever happened to them it caused them to stop working as pro heros and caused them to stay in a hospital for the forseeen future. You always felt like it was your fault because you father sent his location and you never came to the alleyway, where you found you parents lying in a pool of their own blood. You didn't want to take therapy, why? Because you felt you were over-reacting and just wanted to recover on your own time.

Main Story

It was all ready the middle of the year when things started getting worse for you. This one certain kid, Bakugou Katsuki could care less about how you feel because you were friends with a really kind, caring and calm guy called Shouto Todoroki (or as you like to say, Todo-Kun). Bakugou would say things like "Your so useless, stop being a whimp, you bastard!" It hurt even more when you'd see your friends get hurt because of you.

Even after school in your dorm that stupid voice in you would tell how much of a failure you are and how you should just die... But when you would feel so upset that even breathing hurt. Your heart meeting Todo-Kun was the best feeling ever. He would always hug you when you looked weak and tell you inspiring things. But these things would mess with you. Why? Because it all felt fake. Why? Because Bakugou, your old peers, the people who beat you up back in primary (elementary for you Americans) school would repeat those things. Manipulate you, Use you, Torture you...

But next to that little bastard in you, was hope. It told you that Todo-Kun will help. You wish it told you that earlier because the cuts on you wrists implied something else...

Next Day...

You barely managed to say hello to your peers as your cuts started to sting. Then you saw Todo-Kun a smile slowly erupted on your face as well as a coat of light blush. It was obvious to you that you had a crush on him but you never wanted to read his mind to find out if hr felt the same. It was an invasion of privacy and those kids back the old days would tell you how much of a freak you were. "Calm down y/n, stop blushing y/n, just say hi and sit in your sea-" Your thoughts got cut of by a soft yet husky voice.

"Hi y/n..." Your face got even more redder by the second until you were as red as the UA tie around your neck. "Are you feeling well Y/n?" God, he's oblivious to your feelings. You chuckle slightly at the thought.

"Yeah I'm feeling better a-after s-seeing y-y-you..." Shit! You did say that out loud! Your heart started pumping fast when you saw his softly blushed cheeks.

"I always feel better when I see you too, y/n." his words basically rolled off his tongue. Ring Ring. It was all ready 9 before you knew it. You sat in your seat and waited for the seemingly longer day to finish.

After school you went to your locker and started opening it. Before you could even get your bag out you felt a cold hand above your shoulder. "Hey y/n..." Holy shit it's Todo-Kun.

"H-hello T-t-Todo-kun." You then remember what you said to him earlier. Your face gets redder and redder and redder.

"Well y/n... wanna get some food or something." His face got as red as yours. Your eyes locked. You looked at his beautiful grey and blue eyes. He stared at your large e/c eyes (eye colour) "Of course!" You had a smile on your face until-

Yep it's a wild cliff hanger. I didn't want this to b too long so here ya go! If you really suffering from similar thought/actions I suggest you go to kidshelpline which also have an adult course where you can communicate to a professional therapist or just someone to talk too! (I'm not sponsored)