Shouto Todoroki x Depressed!Reader (Part 2)

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- He was slightly muttering under his warm breath and in the heat of the moment moved his hand from yours to your wrist. You grit your teeth in pain making a "sssss" sound as blood seeps through your clothes... Todoroki looks down to see your blood soaked jacket revealing faint lines of you cuts. "y-y/n- What is tha-" he stutters as his eyes widen. "Shit shit shit!!! He knows, Why can't I run or move. God fucking dammit!  Now the person who made me feel like I was something is dead staring at me. IT'S ALWAYS MY FAULT THESE THINGS HAPPEN!" Your thoughts scramble through your mind. Before he can finish what he says you finally get the strength to run.

Todoroki's POV

I couldn't believe what was happening. I always knew y/n was more quite and I guess sad than usual these days but what I saw... It was... I- I felt like I should help. Before I could say something they ran away.

 I looked around for someone. Anyone! I then turned to see a familiar face. "MIDORYA. BAKUGOU!" My tears slowly drift from the corners of my eyes to my cheeks.  "OI HALF AND HALF WHAT"S YOUR PROBLEM?" Bakugou leaned in with anger but his eyes also were starting to create tears in their corner. "Todoroki are you alright!" Midorya starts to cry before I said anything.

Once I had the guts to finally explain what happened Bakugou was silent but his once small and faded tears covered his entire face. Midorya was in hysterics. The hall was silent... i stared off in the distance feeling everything go numb. I wanted to run and smash the door down before y/n could cause more harm to her self. Bakugou then noticed me just staring. "WHY ARE YOU JUST STANDING THERE YOU BASTARDS? Y/N COULD FUCKING DIE IF WE DON'T GO AND HURRY YOU SHIT HEADS!" Though Bakugou's words were insensitive he had a point. Once my mind snapped back to reality I ran as fast as I've ever ran. Bakugou and Midorya tagged behind me as well.

Normal POV

As you entered your dorm the little voice inside you started consuming all of your thoughts. "This is my fault. I'm useless-" You stumbled into the bathroom "I deserve nothing. I deserve no one-" You open the medicine cabinet "I'm sorry."  

Todoroki and the others burst into your room with the help of Bakugou and searched all over for you. All they managed to find was a note and blade. "S-Shit..." Bakugou mumbles under his breath. Tears manage to roll down his cheeks as he continues to read the note. Todoroki saw Bakugou and rushed towards him. "Bakugou..." Todoroki sees part of the note besides the blade "y/n" ...

The both of them were struck by an over whelming feeling of fear when the heard Midorya call out for you. "Y/N WAKE- WAKE U-UP Y/N!" Todoroki and Bakugou ran into the bathroom to find you laying in a pool of blood surrounding your arms and next to you an empty pill bottle. Midorya kept on screaming you name, after all he was your best friend since childhood. Bakugou fell to his knees and did the same as Deku. Todoroki stood there. In shock and fear. 

Aizawa was walking by when he heard the commotion and ran for recovery girl. Next thing you knew you were in an ambulance half awake with a gas mask and bandages on your arms.

 You slowly turned your head to see Todo-Kun. Distraught and crying his eyes out while a nurse tries to comfort him. Your vision begins to fade through with tears blocking your vision. Your heart has that same pain that it did when Todoroki saw. Now he nows. Your thoughts once again get mixed up with each other and you close your eyes again. You need a break. All of this is.. is it your fault?...

Your eyes shut even tighter when you felt a cold hand being placed on your cheek. "Y/n... Please don't- g-give up h-hope and- p-please -" His words were cut of with a tear and then more rolling down his now pale face.  Under his pain filled tears he managed to get out "D-don't d-die-..."  You were confused why he said that until you read the doctor's note beside you: Y/n L/n has been diagnosed with an extreme overdose on anti depression pills and deep cuts that have hit the vein. Depending on the medical treatment and pay we're not sure for the survival of Y/n L/n... Tears start to stream down the side of your face. "T-T-Todo-Kun...." You manage to breathe out, "Y/N!" He was so happy he practically screamed. Except that smile faded away when he saw blood coming from you mouth when ever you spoke. "Y/n... you...you need to rest you can't speak..." Todoroki was starting to tear up again but stoped when you arrived at the hospital.

OwO another cliffhanger in it's natural habitat! Sorry if my writings not that good it is my first fan fiction so yeah, that explains why! Anyways next one (I'm assuming) is gonna be longer than this and hopefully be a happy end for Y/n. Was that suspenseful I hope it was anyways see you on the other side of the war- I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU, IF YOU LOVE HE- I'm gonna stop with the Hamilton and cya ya'll later.

Word Count: 900 


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