Fire and Ice

Amara

The rain can make us sad

until we see closely the beauty of a single raindrop.

And so do the same with life .

- ATTICUS

I hear the sound of water drops. I try to move but it's impossible. They must have drugged us . I can feel coldness spreading through my body. My heart is racing faster and faster and my breath gets more shallow. I need to calm down . I try to focus on the water drops. My mind takes me to times when my mother used to sing me near the village river. We would sit there for hours and hours, talking and singing. I remember it so vividly. Fresh mountain air, wind through my mother's hair, her soft voice and beautiful wide smile. It's my escape place. I always go back to those times when i get anxious. To those happy times.

I slowly open my eyes. It's so dark i need a few minutes so my eyes can adjust. There is nothing around me. There is just darkness and coldness. It doesn't take me long to realize i am not far away from getting a hypothermia. How did this even happen? I had a perfect plan. We had a perfect plan and now i am stuck in this freezing cave, unable to move. I guess i am just supposed to sit and wait for my prince on white horse to come here and save me. But i was never the one who thinks you can wait for someone to fly underneath you and save you. I think you have to save yourself.

Suddenly my vision starts to get blurry. It seems like fog is getting out of the walls. That must be how they drugged me. They let it out every few hours just to make sure i am tamed. To make sure i can't get out of here and destroy their plans. God knows what their plans even are. What the hell could they possibly want from us. From our destroyed little country. From him. I just hope he is alive. I will go through hell and back to make sure he is alive.

Instantly i feel the urge to close my eyes just for a second. But i cant. I need to stay awake. I just need to stay...