Here are some things I suffer from you probably never realized I suffered from.
ADHD. I was diagnosed with this at a young age, I think four or something. I have a hard time focusing and I fidget around a lot. I often have to bite on something or hold something. I will also change the topic on accident.
Anxiety. I was diagnosed with pretty bad anxiety, it wasn't bad until fifth grade where I had to see a guidance council every Thursday during lunch with some friends. It's gotten better but it's still pretty bad.
Depression. I was diagnosed with depression this year. I've had some suicidal thoughts but I've never tried to commit suicide. ADHD kids have a high rate of committing suicide so uh, yay me I guess.
Mood swings. Everyone suffers from this but, I will be happy one moment and angry the next. I might be happy one moment and really fearful the next. It's random.
Anger issues. They may not seem really bad but trust me. In the inside of my mind I'm plotting ways to kill you, only if you get me mad though.
Gender issues. I've been having a lot of gender issues lately. It doesn't help that girls are looked down upon in the community. I feel terrible going by female sometimes. I often wish to go by non-binary or male. I'm considered genderfluid. But genderfluid isn't real. If your genderfluid, your either trans or cisgender. Proven by scientists or something.
Dyslexia. I probably have this to be honest. I can't spell things and I still can't tell my right from my left. I also have a hard time spelling words. So like, it's a possibility.
I just wanted to share what I suffer from and it's not that bad compared to most. I just wanted to get this off my chest and actually tell the people who read this book about what goes on with me and why I'm a constant screw up.
Also I'm actually being less nervous on the discord channel so I'm actually talking to others! It feels good actually being complimented because I've never received an actual compliment from outside of my family. I actually like talking to others there! It boosts my confidence in myself!
