Justin
"after all the pain you put me through, have you even once thought about me?"
the agony in her voice hurt me to the core
the misery in her eyes made me want to craddle her and never let go again.
but nothing compares to seeing her cry..
She has been heavy on my mind for the past week. After what happened in the libary, we basically stayed clear from each other and even when we would accidently lock eyes with each other she would just stare for a minute then look away. everytime she looked at me she made me feel her pain.
Which is only fair since I am the reason behind her sadness.
"Hey baby" Samantha said as she kissed my cheek. I internally rolled my eyes but I wasn't in the mood for her ugly attitude, so I just smiled.
"Wassup?"
"You know, my parents are out of town this weekend and I was wondering if you wanna... come over ?" She whispers the last part in my ear trying to sound seductive. I almost threw up in my mouth but instead I just turn to her with a smile once again.
"Sorry love, I can't go" I said shrugging going back to my school work, something she should be doing. nasty bit-
"Why nottt ?" It sounds like she's pouting.
"Because I have a little sister to take care of" I said still looking at my work. She mumbled something under her breath thinking I didn't hear it.
"Fuck her" I stopped writing and I turned to look at her only to see her on her phone. I snatched that shit from her hand.
"What the-"
"Don't you EVER disrespect my sister again or there'll be hell to pay. I'm tired of being nice to your ungrateful, spoiled ass" I said causing her to just sit there with her mouth open.
I turned to see the whole class was looking this way waiting to see what happens next. I met eyes with the beautiful brown skin girl & she had a mix of curiosity and amusement in her beautiful eyes. Before I could stare any longer than 3 seconds I got up and stormed out of the class. why did I even waste my time with this girl ? shes a hoe and I knew but kevin hooked us up saying that i'll be the most popular guy in school if I go out with the most popular girl in school and for whatever reason I believed him like the idot I am.
as I was walking to the exit doors I hear little feet running but I paid no mind to it because I was too upset to even look at anyone right now.. well maybe except for one person.
"justin!" okay now im tripping because it sounds like... naah couldn't be so I kept walking going against my better judgement.
"JUSTIN!" the voice louder than before, I turned to see Arella.. OUT OF CLASS?!!
"oh don't give me that look like your shocked" she said rolling those beautiful orbes of her's. shocked is an understatement.
"I just never seen you ditch class like ever" I said while putting my hands in my pockets. she shook her head
"Iasked to use the bathroom but look thats besides the point.." I chuckled knowing it was too good to be true, school is legit her favorite place to be and the last thing she wanna do is get in trouble in any kind of way
"are you okay?"
"why do you always ask me that?" she looked down and tucked her hair behind her ear. shes so adorable she doesn't even know it.
"because i still care about you and your well-being" as much as I wanted to pull her close to me and tell her whats really wrong with me.. I just couldn't
"oh yea well you can stop caring I dont need a pity party" I said as I turned to walk out but she grabbed my hand
"I dont wanna pity you justin!" I snatched my hand back aggressivly
"then why the hell are you out here?! honestly, we haven't been friends in a long time so please tell me why the fuck you are here because once again you are wasting my time" I can see the tears welling up in her eyes as she stared at me with pure hate in her beautiful eyes.
"Because I love you asshole!"
"You were my best friend, hell my only friend. You were there for me when I literally had NOBODY! You held me when I cried and comforted me. You are the absolute reason why I don't wanna kill myself right now!" She said angrily. I feel like shit. How could I be so fucking dumb? I literally turned my back on the girl who has been through the absolute most but is willing to still give you her all. I ruined our friendship and maybe what could've been beyond the friendship boundaries.
"Arella I'm so-" she held her hand up to stop me and turned the other way so I wouldn't see her salty tears run down her smooth face but I still saw them and it broke my heart nonetheless.
"Just... stop. I don't need no type of apology especially from you" she turned on her heels to walk away but I caught her by her wrist. She quickly turned to me like I was a crazy person and snatched her wrist back very aggressively.
She looked me up and down
"On second thought, I do pity yo sorry ass. Have a nice life because I'm DONE with you" and with that she walked back to class.
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Hey babes! I'm back with an update 😋
But seriously thou, I don't think Arella cares for Justin anymore... or does she 🤔 (head ass ikik)
But vote and comment ! I'm always taking suggestions for you guys ;)
