Falling Apart

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by Tanu_11

by Tanu_11

Sometime ago, everything was perfectly fine. We were going to get engaged and were going to stay happily ever after. But within few minutes everything got changed. He isn't my Jindal Saab anymore. Now he is someone's Akshat. We are falling apart. My life is falling apart. What will I do now?? A devastated Guddan asked herself this question. No,I can't be weak. But he didn't say anything. I guess he doesn't need me now. His first love is back. Now what am I doing in his life. He will forget me and will move on in his life.

But what about me??Am I just a second lady in his life who was just there in his life for time being?? She again asked herself this question.

No Guddan, you are not a second lady- Her heart said. Then why the hell wasn't he stopping me- her mind said. Bus itna hi pyaar tha Jindal Saab ko humse. Bus itni hi importance thi hamari unki zindagi mein. He doesn't love me. I was just a new toy for him, with whom he just played for some time and when he got his old toy,he just throw me out of his life.

Nahi Guddan,isse pehle woh hamare iss rishte ko khatam karein usse pehle main hi yeh rishta khatam Kar doongi.

Saying this she goes to guest room where Akshat is standing near Antra worried for her health. She holds his hand and takes him with her to there own room.

Yeh lijiye apni angoothi,Hume aapse koi sagai nahi karni. Aapse koi rishta nahi rakhna. Ab jab aapki pehli biwi aa hi chuki hai toh iss Sautan ka aapki zindagi mein Kya kaam. Hum abhi aapko iss rishte se aazaad.

Akshat is standing still in front of her. Not saying a single word, just listening to her.

You were always like this Jindal Saab. You never loved me. You were just pretending that you can do anything for me. It was all a lie. You were just showing sympathy towards me. Galti hamari thi,Durga ki to theek hi kehti Hain ,hum aapki zindagi mein kabhi woh jagah bana hi nahi sake. Hum hi bewkoof the Jo aapki humdardi ko pyaar samajh baithe aur pata nahi kaun kaunse sapne saja baithe. Lekin ab Hum neend se jaag chuke Hain aur samajh Gaye Hain ki hamara yahaan se chale jaana hi behtar hai. Aap khush rahi Antra ki ke saath.Tears are rolling down from her eyes and it's pricking AJ's heart but still he is silent. He is in a dilemma.

Kaash hum iss khushfehmi mein hi rehte ki aap bus hamare ek dost Hain. Kaash hum aapka Diya hua letter kabhi padhte hi na toh aaj hum iss takleef mein na hote. Hume toh pata hi nahi tha ki yeh pyaar hota Kya hai. Ab sirf aapki wajah se Hume iss pyaar ka dard jhelna padega.

I have understood that kuch cheezein aapke liye nahi bani hoti aur yeh pyaar hamare liye nahi hai. It was just a dream. And now this dream is over and our love too.

I'm going Jindal saab forever and I believe that you won't need me in future as you have your past with you now. Have a blissful life ahead Jindal Saab.

Saying this, she is going to leave but he holds her hand not letting her go.

Hume jaane dijiye Jindal Saab,ab iss Ghar mein kuch bhi pehle jaisa nahi hai ,na aap na hum.So it's better I should leave.Or else you have to choose between your past and future.Whether you need me or Antra ji. Akshat loosens his grip from her hand.

Hume aapka jawaab mil Gaya hai Jindal Saab. Ab aap Hume mat rokiyega and leaves from there.

Akshat is just standing there looking at her leaving from his life and house. He wants to stop her but he is unable to do so. I love you Guddan and can't live without you. Main sab kuch theek Kar doonga aur bahut jald tumhe apni zindagi mein waapis le aaunga and that's a man's promise. We can't fall apart just like this. I will again make you realize that my love is only for you.No one else has any right on this love and me except you. Baby Just give me sometime.

The End

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