Falling Apart - Akshan TS * Complete *

Part-2

Guddan,I wish I could stop you right now. Kaash tum mujhe samajh paati ,mere pyaar ko samajh paati. Yeh pyaar jhootha nahi hai ,utna hi Sacha hai jitna iss Akshat Jindal ka wajood. I know you are hurt with Antra's return in my life. More than that you are angry with me that I could not give you your right in front of Antra. I'm the reason for your tears. But I promise I'll fix everything soon.A determined AJ said while looking at Guddan who is about to leave with her parents to her home.

Lalla, Guddan kahaan Chali gayi?? Maa, she is gone and just hugged her mother tightly. Maa, what should I do now?? How will I be able to to survive without her. I know that Antra is back but I'm not getting that same connect with her which was 15 years back. I'm happy that she is alive but don't know why I'm not able to love her anymore. I wanted to tell her about Guddan that she is my wife and I only love her but due to her health I wasn't able to do so.

Hausla rakh Lalla,sab theek ho jaayega. Mujhe bharosa hai apne kaanha par woh sab theek Kar denge. Par maa,main Guddan ke bagair kaise reh paayunga,aap toh jaanti Hain use dekh dekhkar hi toh yeh Akshat Jindal jeeta hai. Aur ab jab woh yahaan hai hi nahi Mera saans Lena bhi mushkil ho gaya hai. I just want to go to her right now, want to see her. 

Guddan is in her room at her home. She has made her room a mess and nothing left unbroken in her room. She is only crying and crying on her fate. Why Jindal Saab,why?? Why did you do this to me me?? Why did you break my heart?? I thought that your love for me is above all but you proved me wrong. You only love Antra ji. I meant nothing in your life. It was always Antra ji. Agar pyaar tha hi nahi toh kyun Hume ehsaas dilaya ki humse pyaar karte Hain. Hum iss ehsaas me Bina hi theek the atleast koi expectation toh nahi thi na aapse. Par jab Hume ehsaas karwa Diya ki hum aapke Bina nahi reh sakte,tabhi yeh sab hona tha. Humne aaj Tak apne aap ko itna kamzor mehsoos nahi Kiya. Sach kehte hain log ,kisi se mohabbat Insaan ko bahut kamzor,mehkoom aur majboor Kar deti hai. Aur Hume inn teeno cheezon se nafrat hai. 

In Jindal bhawan

AJ is sitting near the balcony and reminiscing the moments he spent with Guddan. Tears are rolling down from his eyes. Guddan, please come back. I promise I won't hurt you again.I know how you must be feeling right now because I'm feeling the same. Woh theek toh hogi na??- His mind questioned. Should I call her?? No, I have to go to her right now to see her whether she is fine or not.

With this,he takes his car keys and leaves for her house. He reaches their but he doesn't have the courage to go inside the home. He is just sitting in his car and looking at the window of her room so that he could get just one glimpse of her to assure himself that she is fine. He is waiting and waiting but she didn't come. It's morning and he is still waiting for her to come in her balcony. And finally, the moment has arrived and she is there. Her face looks full,eyes swollen as if she didn't stop crying all the night. It's hurting him. 

It's all because of me Guddan. I'm the reason of this condition of yours. But it won't last long. Today I'll tell Antra that you are my wife and life.I can't see you suffer like this without any fault.You will be back to your home today. With this,he goes back to his home.

Antra,Antra- he shouts.

What happened Akshat?? Why are you shouting??

I'm sorry Antra but I need to talk to you. I wanted to speak with you yesterday too but couldn't get a chance.

What is it Akshat?? Tell me. Why are looking so stressed?? Is there any problem??