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chapter four:
WARNING! OLD WRITING AND SUPER BAD !
👀 I'm here ❤️
contains: ! Panic attack trigger warning just in case ! , little kisses and love bites, grinding, oral sex (receiving), and vaginal sex.
( not proofread! )
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you shut the door on your way in quietly, making sure not to wake jin just in case if he was sleeping. You slid your shoes off and left them on the side of the door. You made your way into the kitchen placing the groceries that you had bought from the store on the counter. You were usually home before Jin but since work was holding you back and your boss wanted you to stay for a couple of more hours you left at 9 pm. Then add up the time it took for you to get on the train, then go to the market, and walk home, it was a good 2 more hours. Needless to say, you were tired, you missed jin and all you wanted was for him to hold you, and for you to hold him. You placed all the groceries inside the fridge, some in the cabinets.
You walked into the living room and eminently noticed something was off. The lights were left on and the pillows on the couch were scattered across the room. The stuff on the coffee table in front of the couch was also messed up. most importantly after some slight examination you could see jins mask slightly behind the couch. You got a bit worried and picked it up making your way to your shared bedroom. Once you got in the room there was nothing, other then the pillows also a bit scattered there was basically no sign of him. "Jin?" you called out softly, and then you heard it. The soft sobbing that came from the other side of the bed that you couldn't see. "baby?" you spoke making your way to the other side of the bed quietly, then seeing a sight that you always hated to see. Jin was in the corner hugging his knees, one of his hands gripping his hair. "oh baby.." you spoke ever so softly.
"Baby my head hurts so muc-"
"What took you so fucking long to get home, you with other guys? whor-"
"No not that! Got damn it shut u-"
"Fuck off, don't tell me what to do, I'm just looking out for you. Maybe I'm not wrong, maybe she is a slut? I mean she is when she's in bed with me. I mean come on, her moans sound so horny"
"Shut the fuck up! (Y/n) please help me! Make it stop"
"Don't you dare come close and help his sorry ass"
Jin looked up at you with one eye, peering through his fingers with the hand that was once gripping his hair, he was crying. "please (y/n) it hurts.. so much" you could hear the crack in his voice. You dropped to your knees, starting to tear up. You placed your hand on the hand that Jin was using to cover up his face, he looked up at you and you smiled. You gripped his hand gently pulling it away from his face. What you were doing was dangerous and he always told you when he got like this to distance yourself, but you knew Jin would never do anything to hurt you. He was shaking rapidly, his breathing was shaky and so were his eyes. You cupped the side of his face, admiring him and all his flaws and absolutely falling even more in love with him. Tears started to stream down his face as he practically threw himself on you, crying. His head was practically throbbing. He could feel his heartbeat in his head. It was loud and painful. You ran your fingers through his hair, holding him close. "It hurts.." he mumbled into your chest, you could feel the wetness of his tears staining your shirt.
