I always tell people that i don't fear anything because they are nothing compared to God. The one I'll eventually be face to face with but I guess that today is the day that i stay up and think a lil more:
I love my boyfriend so much. More than anything in this world. More than music and Reading which seem to be my perfect combo to do late at night but there is something I fear and that is him losing feelings. I'm also afraid to love him and i honestly don't have a reason to because he's so kind, understanding, loving, and so hilarious:)
I fear that if i don't show love into the relationship, there won't be any Us.
I know for a fact that he's my soul mate and I'm going to marry him and give him 3 wonderful kids but I'm scared to love him.
The thing is, if i don't show my love to him, he'll lose it too. (I hope none of y'all think I'm talking about losing my virginity because I'm waiting till marriage😂. . . I'm that serious about him:) )
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My Night Thoughts
Short StoryI just post whatever and hope that other's don't feel like they're alone. I DO NOT allow this to be rewritten in any other way wether it is in a different language, website, or platform of any kind. Cover coming soon. . . ignore the typo💀
