The last couple of weeks were really chilled out, I just ate, watched tv and sleep, I had no worries at all..
At the weekend I met up with Luke and james, it was just us three, we went into town. It was Natalie's and Sophie's birthday coming up even though I wasn't even Halloween yet, I needed it get their presents before it's too late, I always leave it to the last minuet for some reason. I thought If bring Luke and James with me because I'm shit at giving presents.
On our way around all the shops, I saw this boy I went out with last summer and he fucking broke my fucking little shitty heart, I never told anyone about him because I didn't want to brag and it not lasting, we had been going out a while and it came to the point where I needed to tell the others about him, a couple of days before I was going to tell them I walked in on him and a girl doing things I can't even explain it was horrible, his face didn't seem to care and the girl knew who I was because she looked at him and asked "is that your girlfriend?" He giggled and said the most heart breaking word ever "no"
I put it at the back of my mind and never spoke or even saw him again until this moment...
James saw my eyes watering and me shaking so he stopped me and asked what was wrong, I couldn't get my words out and then luke noticed what was happening and he pulled me to one side and demanded me to tell him what was wrong, I pointed to the boy and explained to them what had happened, I could see their faces go red with anger and James started to clench his fists, Luke ran up to him and pushed him up against a wall with his hands rapped around his neck, I rushed up to him and separated them both, I told them it wasn't worth it and dragged them both away out of the shop. "Hayley, what the fuck, you should of let me had him" luke moaned, I couldn't let them do anything until I told the others, including Daniel.
They took me home and I had Sophie's and Natalie's presents in my back, I got into the house and rapped their presents and put them underneath my bed.
I poured myself a cup of fizzy water and went to bed, today was all too much.
I feel asleep...
I woke up to messages off the whatsapp chat:
siobhan- where's Hayley this fine day
Skip- idk
Jemz- sme
Lewk- idk
Bow- yo bros
Lewk- stfu
Bow- bye
Kate- awwwwwwww he's upset now.
Natnat- ah well
Skip- see you tomorrow guys
Bow- okaiiiiiiiii
Jye- I love you all
Haybail- ily222222
