I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I rubbed my eyes to see better in the bright light then I checked who was calling and suddenly, a smile appeared on my face. I quickly swiped right to answer the call.
"Baby,"
I sobbed hearing her voice. How long has it been? Two months? Three? I lost count already.
"Mommy..."
I heard her chuckle on the other line, "Why are you crying? You're not supposed to cry."
"Mom, I missed you." My sobbing continued as tears slowly casdaded down my face.
"I missed you too, baby."
"Why did you call mom?" I checked my clock and it was only 8 in the morning. "It's still early there, right?"
"Aren't you forgetting something, young lady?"
I thought hard, what could I forget?
I gasped, "Is it your anniversary? Oh my gods, mom! I'm sorry! What should I send you? What will daddy like?"
I quickly hopped off the bed to grab a hoodie on my dresser but my mom's laugh stopped me from bolting out the door to search for a present. "No, silly. You're really getting old, baby."
"It isn't your anniversary?"
I think she was shaking her head on the other line while still chuckling. I scratched my head, "So, whose anniversary or birthday is it?"
She laughed harder. Oh, that sweet melodious laugh that my mother produces. I smiled while imagining her face and her nose scrunching up from laughing too much.
Mommy, I miss you.
"Have she not figured it out, yet?" I heard my dad's voice from the other line so I squealed like a child.
"Daddy!"
"Your dad said that you're still a little slow, darling. Put me on hold and check your calendar please."
My eyebrow shot up while doing what she told me to do and when I saw the date, I giggled like a child.
I quickly resumed our call and with a throaty laugh I said, "It's my birthday, mom!"
"Indeed it is. Happy birthday, honey!" They both chorused the greeting. I smiled but felt a pain on my chest. Another celebration without them. Another year without my family.
However, I removed any trace of sadness and with enthusiasm, I shouted, "Thank you, mommy and daddy!"
"We sent you a little amount so that you could celebrate with your members. Treat them well, okay?"
I nodded even though they wouldn't see it. "We better go, honey. Your dad is really busy. Yeah?"
"Mom?" I whimpered while speaking.
She paused, "Is everything all right, baby?"
Mom, I'm sad and scared and uncertain. Will you tell me that everything's going to be okay?
I released a strained breath and forced a smile, "Nothing, mom. I love you. Thank you for calling me. I miss you so much."
"Lisa, you can tell me everything, okay?"
I swallowed the forming lump in my throat before answering, "Yes, mommy. I l-love you." However, my voice still broke. I coughed to let my mom think it was normal.
"Lisa..."
"Go, mom. I don't want to take too much of your time. Bye bye."
"Love you, honey."
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Conundrum | JENLISA (COMPLETED)
Fanfiction"You like her." "What?" I heard her say. Her voice was barely a whisper. So small and fragile like it wasn't hers. Not from the Jennie I know. I looked at her in the eyes and smiled, "You've always liked her." // Warning: Complete angst. Emotional...