Chapter 18 - Im Not Ready

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When i woke up i was in a room that i hadn’t seen before. The walls were a dark shade of blue with a desk in the corner with a computer on and a king size bed which i was on. I sat up and looked around but couldn’t see anyone else in the room. I saw my bag in the corner so i got up to go and grab my phone. When i sat back on the bed i turned on my phone to find 10 texts from 3 different people. I looked at the one i didn’t expect to see because it was from Fraya. When i opened it i saw a long text and braced myself for what i was about to read. We hadn’t made up yet but when i read the message it said that she wanted to make up because Kara was being really two faced and she didn’t like it. I sent her a quick reply saying that i forgive her but we couldn’t be as close as we were before. The next three texts were from Ellyn asking for help on our German homework like she always does. The last six were from Oliver. I hadn’t even opened them yet and i was already trying to hold back the tears. 

5 of the texts were asking where i was and why had just ran out and broke up with him. Started to cry but managed to stop and calm myself so i could read the last message. I opened up the message and was shocked at what i saw he had text. He had sent:

‘u know what, ur cant just let me fall for u and then u just walk away from me.......i feel so stupid for liking u and hope u get whats coming to u!!!!!!! Im glad we r over cause now i can be with a girl that wont fuck me about!!!!!!!!’

I couldn’t hold back the tears anymore and just let the gush out of my eyes. I lobbed my phone across the room and it hit the wall and fell into pieces. I curled up into a ball and laid my head on the pillow. It was then that i realised that i was still in the room where i had woken up and that i still don’t know who’s room it is.

Just then the door opened and i saw a familiar face which made me settle a bit. So he must have taken me back to his when i was asleep. I looked up and him and saw him smiling back down at me. He didn’t say anything. He just sat down next to me and looked me in the eyes and we just sat there gazing at each other. I could feel his arms going around my waist and pulling me towards him and he placed me on his lap.

Our lips touched and it felt good but not as good as when i kissed Oliver. His tongue traced my lips so i opened my mouth so we could go further. It was then that he pushed me onto my back and laid on top of me and started running his hands up and down my waist. I could feel his hands go up my shirt and he was trying to undo my bra. What was he doing, i don’t want to do this. I tried to push him off me but he wouldn’t move, instead he tried to pull off my top. I twisted my head away and managed to slip from his grasp and fell onto the floor.

“Look, i don’t want to do this. It doesn’t feel right cant we just talk.”

“I’m ready, you’re ready, so why don’t we just do it, it’ll be fun trust me.” I can’t believe he is trying to get me to do this.

“It was a mistake coming here. I’m sorry but i have to go.” I ran to the corner where my bag was, picked it up and then picked up all of the parts of my phone. When i had it all, i ran down the stairs and out of the door. When i saw outside i could tell where i was straight away. I was actually quite close to Oliver’s house. OLIVER, i had to go to his and apologize and get back together with him. How could i have been so stupid to break up with him.

When i got to his house, i saw his mums car parked on the drive way so when i knocked on the door i wasn’t shocked to see his mum standing there smiling at me. She told me that Oliver was upstairs with a friend working on a project for school. While i was walking up the stairs, i was trying to figure out what i was going to say to him. 

I got to the door and didn’t bother knocking i just walked straight in and was so shocked at what i saw i just stood there because i couldn’t 

A/N

would love to do a massive shoutout to one of my bestfriends for writing this amazing chapter, you must go read her story!! Unknown_X_X  A New Life! But unfortunatly this is now coming to an end!!

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