Chapter 19 - Losing all what i would have lost for

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I stood in the door frame, my eyes were wide. i could feel the tears on my water line ready to fall. He stood staring at me, his green obs we bright in shock. The girl on her knees infront of him quickly turned around, i recognised her. She quickly jumped up and began routing around for her clothing she was lacking.  I couldnt tell who she was though me tear blocked eyes, but i most definatly recognised her. "umm... urhurhruhr... bbbrooke" He mangaged to spit out. I still stood there in complete silence staring at the scene in front of me.

The girl was now sitting on the bed, she made a subtle cough and looked between me and oliver. I walked into the room, shutting the door behind me. Then slowly i lifted my arm to wipe the tears which were currently pouring down my face. The girl flinched before shuffling to the head of the bed. 

"w-w-what are you doing here?" He angerly exclaimed

I ran my fingers though my unbrushed hair, thinking of why i was here. I was the one that ended it with him in the first place. I took a deep breath. "i-i-i -" i was cut off by that little whore. "Brooklyn, you ended it  with him remember. Why are you here, you can just go barging into peoples rooms like that. Dont you have any manors, its nice to knock" Her tone was patronising and cocky. I opened my mouth to say something but closed it. She wasnt worth it, she was probably just a fling to get his mind off everything right? "See she doesnt even have the manors to say sorry, for interupting us" She added. This time i couldnt hold it in "babe i was only doing you a favour, maybe if i hadnt walked in when i did. 9 months from now you'd be giving birth" They both looked at me shocked. 

"Yeah actually thanks for that, wouldnt want to turn out like your mother" That was low, even coming from that 'i'll sleep with anything' little bitch. 

"Kara leave it out, you dont know what shes been through"  I knew i recognised that two-faced little whore! How could she? With my boyfri- wait hes not my boyfriend anymore, shes welcome to do whatever she wants with him. 

"What shes been through, olly care to share what shes been through?" He looked at her, then dropped his head. "KARA LEAVE!" he said bluntly. She sat there for abit before he looked at her. His eyes were sharp, like he could burn a hole through her. She saw he wasnt in the mood for games, so she quickly gathered her stuff and left. 

"Oliver, ple-" 

"No brooke, you listen to me. You walked out on me, you ended everything after it was going so perfectly. You broke my heart brooke, i loved you" My gaze dropped to the floor, i felt so quilty. "Brooke look at me" He cupped my face and brought my eyes to meet his " Brooke, i never felt this way about someone, until i met you. You changed my life around, i felt happy just seeing you happy"

" I made you feel like that?" I looked deep into his eyes " If i really made you feel like that why was you texting other girls, why was it not even 24 hours after we broke up you go and get with another girl? Why when we were sitting in your front room with jamie you didnt realise how uncomfortable i was? Why was it, i never felt like i was the only girl?" 

"You was, I promise you. I couldnt think of another girl without you coming to mind, and Kara? She was only something i used to get my mind of you. Now why exactly did you come round?"

"Well, i came to apologise, yesterday i wasnt thinking straight. I didnt know what was happening, as soon as i left you yesterday i walked to where we first started going out. Cupid green playing fields. I sat there thinking what i had done and this morning i woke up full of guilt" i sighed heaverly " I woke up thinking about you, last night i didnt go home jamie brought me back to his house. Nothing happened even when he did try it on  refused. Oliver, your my one, my only i couldnt live without you" 

There was a long silence. I didnt look up from my feet, but i could see oliver from the corner of my eye. He hand was stroking the back of his neck intensely. I was anxiously waiting for a reply. We sat in silence for about 5 minutes, i couldnt cope. What if he was going to accept my apologie? I slowly stood up and made my way to the door. My hand was strongly gripping the handle, i pushed it down. The door was almost open when he said the words,the two words that will change everything.

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