All 14 Years

Chapter 1: Baby years

Hi, my name is Allie Lovebend.
This is the story of my life! All 14 years! How my life has changed and how I grew and how I'm still growing as a person. So where do I start?

I guess I'll start with the very beginning of my life. You see I was a suprise baby, everyone thought since my mom was so old she couldn't have anymore children. She already had 3 so she wasn't to upset. My Mother was shocked to find that she was pregnant with me say the least.

She kept saying I was going to be a boy. She wanted one really badly so she made herself belive I was a boy. She believed it so much that she made a bet with my sisters. The bet was if I truned out to be a girl they could name me...Guess who got to name me!

The day I was born was a scary day to my sisters and mother. At the time my sisters and mother was staying at my grandmother's...Well the person I called grandma, she wasn't really. To the horror of my poor mother , she started to gush blood. It was more then what there usally is. So my oldest sister,Luna, being the caring 19 year old she was took my mother to the hospital.
It was there that they found out that my mothers placenta detached.

Witch for those who don't know, it is a very serious thing to happen. It almost killed me and my mother. Once my oldest sister got news of what happened she got a choice to let my mother bleed out or to hysterectomy, where they would take out all my mothers stuff that allowed her to get pregnant. She of course choose hysterectomy. Then so allowing a blue eyed ,screaming, baby girl to come into the world at 12:05 of May,5.

I was born with a birth defect. A condition called "Clubfoot" in witch the babys foot is truned/twisted out of shape or position. It affected me greatly, I was in a half body cast at 8 months old. Well, because I some how slipped out of the leg cast. Finally when I truned 1 I got a creative surgery.
It still gives me trouble but I handle it.

A little after the surgery my mom and my sister's, besides Luna, and My moms boyfriend moved to Texas.
We lived in a nice suburban neighborhood.
My family seemed like they were perfect! Well that's what others thought... My mother would go off and get high with her boyfriend. Leaving her 3 kids at home to fend for themselves. It's sad but true.
A little girl all alone with only her 2 sisters. I started to cling to my older sister Serenity. I even started to call her mommy since she took care of me and Lola, my other sister. I had no else besides my sister's.

Luna at this point had already a son and a daughter and was married. We didn't really see much of her.

One night my mother had gotten high again and she got into a fight with her boyfriend. We ended up leaving.

Once we got back to Arkansas, my mother threw Serenity out on her own. I still don't quite remember the reason why.

After a few months my mother, me, and Lola staying at my mothers friends house, my moms ex at the time came back and she got back together with him.
We moved back in with him.
Serenity found out where my mom's boyfriend lived and came to see me.
As soon as she walked threw the door I ran with my little 2 year old feet to hug my missing sister. She embraced me back and then sat me down. We played and laughed. We both had a great time.
This became the normal. Everyday my mother went to work and then went to get high, Serenity would come visit me. After 2 years of this happening , my mother caught her one day. I still remember the fight. I held on to Serenitys waist as my mother screamed and threw things at her. My mother got up and yanked me off her. Then she physically threw her out the old looking door that had its white paint pedaling off. I ran after my sister screaming and telling her I didn't want her to leave me. She gave me a photo of herself and said " When you miss me or feel lonely, remember that I'm always here."
I cleanched the photo in my hand as she drove off. Crying louder and louder the more the red beat up car seemed to fade.
Lola started to play with me more and more. Also cooking and cleaning for us both.
My mothers boyfriend started to get more violent. He would scream at us and yell for something like accidentally bumping into him.
All those little fights and punishments, lead up to one of the scariest fights I have seen in my life time.

I started kindergarten when I truned 5. On my first day, my mother cried hard. And Serenity had made up with Mother.
Serenity had gotten a boyfriend and then married him. This man had a kid. I didn't take to well with this. Of course I got jeolous, and one time I pushed the kid off of my sisters lap. After a few months I finally got used to it and accepted that i had to share my sister.

I went into first grade after that.
I didn't have many friends, Just 2. One was a liar who got in trouble and the other was someone who would change my life in the future, but we are not there just yet.
The school year ended pretty fast.

On a warm summer night, a few months after my 6th birthday, we were having a barbecue. Lola was just enjoying her dinner on a white bench close to the stone porch. My mothers muscular boyfriend came up and started to ask her if she cleaned up her room. She said " I was going to after the guest leave, sir." He looked as tho that answer didn't satisfy him. He started to scream at her.  Then he yanked her long black hair and threw her to the ground. Once she landed in the thick brown mud, he started to kick her so hard she threw up. My mother came up and grabbed her ex-boyfriend by now , by his hairless head and punched his nose until it started to bleed. She grabbed Lola and put her in the beat up car. She checked her for enerjury. I curled up into a ball, weeping. I put my shaking hands over my ears. From I could see threw my watering eyes, the bald macular man was starting to inch towards me. I could hear my heart thumping 100 miles per hour. I could hardly breathe. I knew if got ahold of me , I could die.
I felt someone grabbed my arm. I panicked and looked at the person responsible, it was my mother. She threw me in the car with Lola and raced out of there.
We ended up staying with my moms friend that we called Aunt Lulu.

When school time came , My mother had me and Lola enrolled into the school nearest to Anut Lulu's.
I started 2nd grade and Lola was in her  3 year of high school.
There we lived kinda peacefully about 6 months.