King Julien x Reader (EXTREMELY SLOW UPDATES)

PTSD

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BREATHE

I can't see anything it felt as if I was blind I was standing in a white abyss my F/C, SF/C tail swishing then I felt a sudden pain I instantly fell to my knees and started clutching my stomach and started feeling pain all over as if I was being bitten and kicked- I was suddenly lifted by the ear, at this point I was already crying the room shifted from white to gray to pitch black and I saw an outline of Prince Julien he was the one picking me up by the ear I then looked at him then down seeing bits of my fur

shaved off I looked back up but in an instant I was falling falling off the same cliff that me and clover jumped off yet it felt like I can see myself in the third person I was myself but younger I had bruises all over a black eye and the whole package I was even unconscious but then it felt as I was sucked back into my body I opened my eyes but only to be met by flashing lights I was now sitting in a corner with a knife back again I was

watching my self pointing the knife straight at my chest my whole body trembling and sobbing uncontrollably I felt my fur getting wet...I was crying this was no made-up story these are memories... Bad ones I felt like I couldn't look away it felt as if millions of hands were holding my head forcing me to watch it and holding my eyes open I had to watch myself self-harming myself-

BREATHE

I opened my eyes I was welcomed by the floor a wet floor I touched my cheek I must have been crying during one of my episodes I stood up and walked upstairs I proceeded to enter the shower and turned the knob so it's neutral slowly turning it to the warmer side I stated at the tiled floor if someone were to walk in they would be greeted a slightly wet frizzy-haired eyes half-open S/? Lemur I started to clean my fur slowly rubbing behind my ears and slowly going

downward and started to clean my tail, I rinsed my fur one last time before turning the knob turning the shower off I walked out and grabbed my towel and proceeded to dry my fur off turning into a ball of fluff I grabbed a hairbrush and started to comb my fur and placing some anti-frizz jell and walk downstairs into my room it wasn't much since no one will come in so why bother decorating it my room consist of a mattress of the floor a shelf of succulents and a pile of books in the corner I sighed and plopped onto my bed I just wanted to sleep but I couldn't because I kept having images from episode I kept rollings round in bed trying to find a comfortable position to try and catch some z's but no matter how hard I tried I kept getting those images

I honestly think it's best to stay in my house since I didn't want anyone to find out about my weakness

ANYONE

(Hey guys I'm sorry for the short chapter I'll be back to uploading more chapters I just gotta take a break and think of new juicy ideas welp see you later and hope you have a good day my lovelies!)