Who do you love? | Completed✔

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Your POV

I can feel his tears on my shoulder. I can imagine how hard it was for him. It's obvious that he didn't choose this way. His personality is the opposite of a murderer. Maybe he does this because of someone's or something's pressure?? Should i ask? He opened up to me enough already but i'm still curious about his origin.

Minhyuk's POV

"Minhyuk-ah" she called my name. I like it when she calls me. I feel special.
"Mm?" I stopped crying. But i was still sobbing a little.
"You don't have to answer if you don't want to but why and how did you start doing this?" she was asking me about why i kill people.
"It's a very long story. But i will tell you" i think i can open up to her completely now. I can see her sincerity from her eyes. I can trust her. She is trust-worthy.
"Okay" she nods.
"I think i was 4 at that time. My parents sent me to an orphanage. I don't know why. And when i was 13 or 14 i got involved with some gang group. They used to force me to be with them, and force me to take drugs. I never wanted it. But they forced me. One day i was walking outside, and i saw the gang killed someone. They were laughing and jumping on the dead body. I was so scared at that time and all i remember is that i made a sound and they saw me. They came to me and beat me up" she was terrified while listening to my story.
"And they warned me not to say this to anyone. Since that day they started to threaten me. Always say that i can't tell the things i saw. But the bad part was that when they were threatening me like that a student heard us. Thr gang saw the kid who heard us and demanded me to kill that student. I had no choice but to kill that kid. I felt horrible and i couldn't sleep for a week after that. But then the gang showed up AGAIN. I hated them do much. Then they said i did a great job and forced me to take the drug again. I took the drug and i was high. They told me to kill a boy who made them angry that day. I was high and out of control. I just came to the boy and i killed him in a second. I felt strong after that. Of course i was still high. I couldn't control myself and kept on doing what the gang told me to do. They fed me with drugs. One day i woke up to reality. I was not high anymore. I felt guilty, disgusted, dissapointed. I could only think of a one way to end this. So i killed every single one of the gang group. So after that i felt relieved. I was happy that i won't have to do this anymore. But i saw that somebody reported about my crime to the police. I had to escape from Korea. And few days later Areum contacted me. And you know what happened next" i said.