I watched the light drain from his eyes as he bled out. Soon they were dull and lifeless. Surprisingly I didn't cry. I just got up from his lifeless body that once laid warm in my arms and walked away.
I woke up that day just like I had woke up for the past 2 weeks. Dead inside. I'm sure you would feel that way too if you saw your fiancé die right in front of you before you could even tell him that you guys were soon to be a family.
Yeah, you heard that right. I'm pregnant with a dead persons baby. I have three days to decide wether I want an abortion or not. Honestly, I'm really considering it. I don't want to have a constant reminder but his family really wants me to keep the baby.
I don't know what I want to do yet. I don't bother getting out of bed because there is no point. I don't work. I haven't worked since before I started dating Auden because he literally made my boss fire me because he felt like I didn't have to work if I was with him.
He wasn't wrong. He was literally a billionaire. So I haven't worked in 3 years. I still don't have to work because Auden had a will and in that will he left everything to me. I went on my phone and checked my social media accounts out of boredom. On every account there were like a million people saying " I'm sorry for your loss" and " I know what you're going through"
I threw my phone across the room and let out a sob. HOW DARE THEY! They have no idea what I'm going through. HOW DARE THEY! I got back under my covers and cried myself to sleep. When I woke up I still felt the same. Dead inside.
I realized I needed to eat for the sake of my baby but otherwise I would not eat because I have no appetite. I went to the kitchen which Auden designed just for me because he knew I loved to cook.
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I absolutely love it. I made myself ramen, which I love but Auden hated but still got whenever he went grocery shopping. I poured the seasoning into my steaming noodles and walked to the living which was way to fancy for my liking.
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I switched on the T. V. and went to Netflix to watch Grey's Anatomy( my favorite show). I watched it long after I finished my ramen. After about 3 hours I switched the T.V. off because it was now dark outside so I decided to go to my room.
Once in my room I went to my closet( which was literally the size of the kitchen) and went to open my chest, which was filled with framed pictures of me and Auden. I pulled out my favorite which was our first date.
We were cheek and cheek and smiling like we were crazy. I ran my hand over his perfect smile remembering that exact moment perfectly. We were both so happy. That was when I realized. I have to keep this baby.
