Letting Him Go

4.

4 months later

" Ally, you really need to stop dating all these horrible men. Try finding someone who will be your forever." I said to my best friend, Allaina.

" Why do you always do this? I can never tell you anything without you judging. Yeah I get that you met Mr. Perfect and you guys were a good couple and all that but let me ask you, where is he now? Right. Dead. So I guess that leaves me and you in the same boat."

I froze at her statement. I never knew that's how she felt. I thought she was supposed to be my best friend and talking about my dead husband is beyond low.

" You know what? F*ck you" I said as I grabbed my things and left the cafe. I ignored the looks I got from people. I always got disapproving looks from people ever since my baby bump became visible. People would often ask me how old I was and call me unholy.

I honestly didn't give a damn about what people thought of me. I was having a baby with a man that I loved even though he was dead. I mean I'm 21. I would rather have my baby sooner than later.

I made my way across the street and to my driver who opened the door for me. Auden made Bruce my driver because he said if there was a time I couldn't or didn't want to drive I wouldn't need to.

I arrived at my house 10 minutes later and I thanked Bruce and he just nodded. I walked up the walkway and opened the door and felt unusual.

I smelled his scent which was odd because he hasn't been here in 4 and a half months. I ventured further in the house coming into the living room and saw him sitting on the couch in his usual lounge clothes, watching Lucifer on the T.V.

When he noticed my presence he pauses the T.V. and got up from his favorite spot on the couch and slowly walked towards me. When he finally reached me he looked deep into my brown eyes and kissed me, placing his hands on my stomach.

Am I dreaming?