If one word could describe how I am feeling, I would say I am ....Terrified! This man was mentally disturbed and I had no idea how to escape!We had finally arrived at the cabin and he opened the truck door."Welcome home my love"he whispers in my ear.He picks me up and carries me into the log cabin.The cabin is huge and decorated beautifully.Suddenly, as I am in my thoughts, He throws me on a couch and I look at him scared."He just sits down and stares at me mumbling soft words that I cannot hear."You are so beautiful he mumbles as he rubs my cheeks with his hand "I cannot stand it I have to have you"!He grabs me and begins to undress me!"I try to yell but he simply puts all his weight on me!He begins to unbutton my shirt slowly and slowly slides my shirt off.I feel my tears rolling as his hands undos my bra.He begins to press his lips on my nipples and begins to suck them.I feel my body react but I try to ignore the feelings buzzing inside me.He lifts me up and play with my breasts up and down.He does this for a solid moment then he takes the right one to his mouth again and twirls his tongue around it.He moans"Dam I love everything you give me baby he mumbles as his hand slides down to my underwear.I panic as I try to get up but he pushes me back down."It will be over soon love.After he says that he rapes me.Over and over again for the next hour.I thought I knew true pain, but I was very wrong.He finally finishes up in me and lies on the couch besides me.All I can feel is a numbness.He picks me up and takes me to the kitchen and sets me down on a chair." I will cook my famous sausage with veggies I also heard veggies give you a better chance to conceive."I gag when I hear this.I was just raped already and now he is already talking about a child!" I am not ready for a child right now I am still young"!He glances over at me and smiles a camera ready smile like his dad weirdly."You are twenty-two years old.Shaped in good places and have a great chance for a healthy baby.Your dark hair and my dark eyes would make a great combination don't you think"?Sure, I reply calmly.My goal is not to upset the man for he could easily kill me with a flick to his wrist."If I was ugly,would you have picked me?" "He laughs and smiles even bigger."You are anything but ugly my dear."I love everything about you.From your eyes to your hair to your body.You truly are a paradise."He continues cooking and I sit there in silence.The man was truly insane!
