Change Him {ZARRY}

Not this time

Zayn's PoV:

"Gigi what are you doing here?"

"Baby we need to talk about your message "

"Gigi I'm 100% sure about my text can you go away?"

"Why ? What are you doing? "

"I'm going to do something I should've done a long time ago "

"Oh it's that a tent? Are you having a date? Is it?" Gigi asked on verge of crying

Oh my god

"Yes and I'm really sorry but I love Harry a lot and now I know that he loves me back too "

"Harry? Baby I don't want to make you sad but Harry was in your grass kissing that guy Nick "

"What?"

I stepped outside of my house and ran to where I saw two figures standing I got closer and I saw nick grabbing Harry's face and that was it

"I definitely hate you too Harreh!" I said looking at him in the eyes my eyes watering and the tears couldn't be hold back anymore I got fooled by the curly angel once more and I just can't take it

I run to my house and went to the backyard I could hear other people running after me also Harry screaming at me to stop

Once by the little tent I made I kneeled and cried there...suddenly I felt somebody's hand that squeezed my shoulder

"He doesn't deserve you!" Gigi said

"and what do you know about deserving ?" I asked

"Zayn I didn't kissed him ! He kissed me " Harry supplied

My heart is broken, it feels like the end of the world. No amount of pain has ever felt so agonizing or concentrated. It's like a giant hole was pummeled into my chest, with no hope of repair ...It doesn't just mentally hurt, it physically hurts, like someone's stabbing your chest

My mind is only picturing Harry and Nick, that image doesn't get off of my mind, everything is grey and maybe I'm taking this to far but my heart is in grief .

"I'm worthless." I said to myself

"No Zayn" Harry said

"What was I thinking ?" I said laughing sarcastically at myself

"Having such perfect creature next to me? " I looked at him with tears in my eyes and I smiled "I had you for a while not completely but a little and it felt so good that for how mad, sad and heartbroken I am I can only say to you that I'm thankful " I said I saw Harry crying