kiarras POV
I stretched and yawned as I opened my eyes and made my way out of the bunk.
"No otto u don't understand ! She told me she wants to come here for a show and hangout with us for a while!" I overheard awareness yelling at Otto .
"Awsten you got urself in this mess you figure it out yourself."
I regret stepping in I wish I finished hearing what Awsten had to say but my dumbass barged in "who?" I asked sitting next to Austen. Otto looked deep into awstens soul.
Awsten just shook his head making Otto roll his eyes and get up to leave. I raised my eyebrow in confusion "what's going on?" I asked.
"Nothing hun nothing why don't you go get some food with the guys or g-"
"Awsten not hungry what's going on" I was clearly frustrated . He was taken from surprised a bit and then he seemed mad after "don't be raising your voice at me." He said "your not telling me something Awsten your hiding shit." He was just pissing me off at this point.
"I will get it out of Otto I don't wanna hear from you and I won't be sleeping in this bus tonight Awsten."
"Okay then where else will you fucking sleep at!" He yelled at me.
"Don't fucking worry about it Awsten." I got up and was going to walk out "if you leave don't bother sleeping on this bus for the rest of the fucking tour" when he said that it made me upset but I wasn't going to show it
"Your doing me a favor by that goodbye!" I yelled while storming off the bus "damn what the fuck happ-" I was hearing Geoff y'all as he was walking on the bus but I just ignored him and continued walking to their mercy tent that was set up already I just needed to put the shirts up.
I was still in my pajamas and everything but I just wanted to see if Otto was there at the merch tent. With my luck he was. "OTTO!" I yelled causing him to drop his box of shirts. "Jesus kiarra what the actual fuck."
I felt bad so I helped him pick up the shirts. "What the fuck is up with him?" I asked he looked at me and looked nervous as fuck.
"Nothing is kiarra why ask me? Why don't you ask aw-"
"IVE TRIED ASKING YOUR DUMBASS LITTLE FRIEND BUT HE DOESNT TELL ME SHIT!"
He looked around him and shushed me "stop screaming damn."
"I get mad when people don't work with me man" I paused "you said you love me but friends who love someone doesn't make them Look stupid they help them" I finished
"Awsten and I have been friends forever I don't even know what's going on." He said as he started folding the shirts on the table. Now I know he's lying
"Okay Otto you can be just like Awsten and lie to me I don't need you guys!" I stomped back all the way to the bus and walked in to get ready . Awsten wasn't on the bus anymore but Geoff was. I quickly changed and brushed my teeth and rinsed my mouth I put all my clothes back in the bag I had that I brought all my stuff. I quickly combined out my hair and put it in a bun.
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The boys were performing and I can hear their song all the way from the merch table. I was literally frustrated I was boiling on the inside that no one wants to tell me what the hell is going on!
"Why do you look so stressed love." I looked up from the ground and saw Ben just standing there leaning on the table
"I'm not I'm just very exhausted" I lied.
"Well there's a party on our bus tonight if your not busy with your little boy toy you can come they can come too." He smiled
"I'll for sure go. I'm not speaking to him anymore so if you really want to invite him ask him yourself Ben but I'll go." Ben nodded "well guess I'll see you there!" He said as he walked back to where all the buses are.
This is perfect I can get my mind off this idiot.
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"Where are you going?" Otto asked as I put the last touch of my makeup on. "Does it matter to you."
"Yes it does and it does to Awsten." He spat
I smacked my mascara down on the sink and looked at otto "if it mattered so much to awsten wouldn't he be here right now? He's not here and hasn't been here you guys think I'm stupid? I've been cheated on before."
"Cheating?" Geoff yelled from the lounge . I heard his footsteps get closer "just because awstens w- FUCK OTTO." He yelled as he grabbed his private spot "why the fuck would you hit me there?"
"Stop being a baby Geoff mind your business" Otto growled "exactly what I thought." I said walking out the restroom
I walked out the door and walked to the asking Alexandria bus. Music was bumping loud. As I opened the door a huge cloud of smoke flew out of the bus. "you made it!" I heard Ben yell
The bus was crowded with so many people.
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I'm not drunk but I'm buzzed I can feel it but I know what I'm doing . I'm having a great time everyone's just dancing drinking smoking it's great . Even though I'm getting pushed around every 5 min it's still really fun.
I wanted to get some air so I tried squeezing myself to the back lounge . Before I almost made it back there someone grabbed my wrist . I looked up and saw Chris.
"Where are you going?" He tried telling over the music "don't leave too soon" he added "I need air!" I yelled back
He just smiled and pulled my arm to the back of the lounge which made no difference because it was still packed back here too. "Are you here by yourself?" He asked I nodded he smiled I looked down on my phone Awsten: where are you?
I rolled my eyes and ignored it.
Chris looked at me to try getting my attention and asked "let's go back to my bus?"
