Something I Forgot

Since I lost you, I'm lost too

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"See, I be telling you these niggas ain't no good. You should be up with us, the real deal."

I looked up at him. This the shit that I gotta go through. Uugghh, people mess up. You live and you learn right? But why does everything always lead back to how I should join his crew? Why for once couldn't he just be there to hold my hand? Shit is comfort to much to ask every once in a while?

Sighing I simply stated, "I don't know. Life ain't always that simple."

I got up to walk away, so done with everything. I just wanted to get through this but everyone's 'support' wasn't helping the situation at all.

"Aye!" I turned and looked at him. "You'll get past this. Don't stress ma." I gave him a meek smile and proceeded back to my room.

"Aye girl. Get yo ass up." I slowly opened my eyes. My eyes focused on the clock; damn it was 7:30. When the hell did I fall asleep? "You good Babii?"

"Yea, I'm straight." He made a funny face and fanned his nose.

"Not with stank ass breath you ain't." I busted out laughing.

"Well, you da one who came to wake me."

"Cus ya ass gotta eat. Besides we got a show in a few."

"Damn that's today?"

"Yuuup... And you know my lil sis gotta be there holding me down. Straight putting all these broads in they place."

"You know it."

"Iight. Well get ready." He got up and walked out the room. I laid my head back on the pillow. "Now!" he screamed quickly sticking his head in the room.

I laughed at him. He's been doing the same thing our entire life. When we were young, I used to always go back to sleep after our mom woke us up for school. Juelz always hated being late and after about a month he used to come and make sure I was fully awake before he left me. Shaking my head. Time didn't change anything... Hey, I guess old habits didn't die.

I looked over in the mirror. I had been dying to wear this outfit since I laid my eyes on it but Juelz insisted that I wait until today. I wore a black dress----Well, if you could call it that. My entire back was out and damn near my entire stomach too. The halter top went around my neck and connected to this piece of fabric which covered my breasts, serving as my bra. Then a gold piece with some diamonds embedded in it went right over my navel and started the skirt. The skirt stopped a few inches above my knees. I looked good!!

A knock on the door startled me, breaking my trance.

"You ready Babii?" I opened the door. "Yeah, you definitely are."

"So come on. We out." I hit the lights and was out the door.

The club was packed when we got there. The line was still full and people were still coming. Car after car the entire crew arrived. I headed inside as the crew decided to pull some girls out of the line. Some thought that they finally had their big break and landed them a baller. Truth be told, they were nothing more than the groupie of the night.

I stepped in the Cherry Lounge already shutting shit down. Heads turned. Nukkas drooled and Broads hated. But all of them knew better then to come outta face with me. Shit, I was the baby of Dipset and they were not to be fucked with.

"Looks like Babii in the house. The shit is about to get live ya!" DJ Clue shouted through the mic. "Get yo ass up here and bless us with your presence." I strutted to the stage as DJ Clue threw me a mic. "Take it away." I caught the mic and started doing me.