Noiz and Me(reader)

The empty looks. avoid all.

Other then little cravings here and there.

Noreen hasn't said much. She would sit near the balcony and stare at the sky with its clouds and the birds that pass by. 

She cried a lot and I could tell she was tired.

I didn't know what to do, the first month, I gave her room to breath. As least that's what everyone else told me to do. I would ask her if she wanted something, and get her something small if she wasn't hungry. I would come up to her and ask if she wanted anything while I was out. She would mostly shack her head no. She wouldn't even sleep with me in the same bed so I would sleep on the couch down stairs so she can sleep.

The second month everyone has been saying that it's still to soon but Noreen needs to go out more and do some exercises.

I tried to get her to come out and take a walk with me, saying a change of scenery would be nice. It doesn't work most of the times but she comes once and a while. We would walk around the block, to little stores, then to Aoba's house, even to malls.

Sometimes clear or Aoba can get her to do little things but to old man she doesn't want to. She would help out Aoba granny when she ask for her.

But other then that, I haven't seen her smile, even when we are in our usual selves but Noreen seems distracted in her own world.

It was not till the 3rd month that she said something that shocked me and pissed me off.

" I think we should break up." She said out of the blue," it's better if we weren't together."

"what are you talking about?" I asked.

" it would be better if we were not together."

" why would you say that? I love you too much to be apart."

" but can you take care of this child like it's your own?"

I hesitated. I hate the guy but I don't hate her.

" that's what I thought." She got up and was about to leave the room before I grabbed her arm," if it doesn't look like him, I'm ok with it."

" that's not enough." She said and freed her self before she left.

" then why don't you do abortion?" I asked

" I can't. I don't know why, but I can't." She said before leaving the house.

I wanted to go after her but I wasn't sure.

I called up Aoba who was with both old man and granny and was told to follow her. But by the time I did that and asked around if they seen a girl around here, I lost her again.

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-zack Pov-

" why are you here?" I asked as Noreen sat next to me.

" I can't bring my self to do an abortion." She said.

" I know." I replied.

" do you want it? To be apart of its life." She asked.

" no... I don't want to lose anything else so I rather not." I said truthfully.

" you know where she is right."

" no, but when she calls, I can ask."

" then I'll wait."

" what? Why?"

" come with me."

"Um ok" I followed her out.

We walked for a while. We were still in the woods before we found a old building.