It always have been hard for me to let go of things or people especially when they had a particular meaning or impact in my life,
having to let you go was one of the hardest thing i ever had to go through knowing there was no going back , knowing that we were at the point of no return.
I was scared of the loss , scared of the change that suddenly hit me like a black hole and started consuming the stars you lighted up in my universe , where only you shined brighter than the whole galaxy.
The memories that you left made it harder for me to forget ,
i had this weight on my shoulders and that hole in my heart that made me want to scream at the top of my lungs , run for miles and miles until i couldn't feel my feet and till i couldn't catch my breath , i didn't want to be left behind and be forgotten that easily.
I will still write my soul out even though i know that a million words won't bring you back , my words might come from my brain but the tears that stained your shirt the day you left were from my heart , heart that was as heavy as a cloud on a rainy day and that only felt revived when it poured a bit of its water.
