finding a purpose (Gay Furry)

16. back home

(nicks pov)

after the amazing adventure cole took me on  this week end im kinda sad to go back home. i guess i just want some more me time, he has no idea about last night when i went to the spot and just cried.  i feel like this weight is on my chest constantly. sometimes i just am tired of putting on that fake smile that everybody sees, cole is the only person to make me smile in forever. god i love him so much. but im always worried Ethan will come back and he will kill cole. it hurts  i wish he was in prison but the cops didn't have enough evidence to convict him. "nick!" cole yells waking me out of my thoughts. *cough* yes? "what do you want?" cole asks looking annoyed. some chicken strips with that tangy sauce. i answer embarrassed. that will be $13.53 at the next window. he pulls up to the next window hands the lady  a ten and five. "keep the change." the lady hands us our lunch and we drive off. so what is the event at school tomorrow about? i ask him. "i think its about football" he replies. to be honest i have no idea why football is a thing. I mean its just a sweaty mess of angry people fighting over a ball! cole chuckles. "so your not coming to my games?" y-your? i studder. "on the football team yeah" oh, i sit there speechless. i guess i can start coming. "that would be nice" he smiles at me.  then its decided. i say as we pull into the drive. "I really enjoyed this weekend" cole says as we get out. I-I did too. I reply. so how long have you played football? "four years give or take" he says shrugging. wow so um does it hurt? "no ive never got hurt playing" i sigh in relieve.  so when does this season start?  "in about a week" so ill see you less wont I ? "that's right" make sure you do the best you can. i say trying to hide my anxiety. "it will be ok pup"  i know, i say smiling. he kisses my fore head, then we go inside. i pull out plates and hand them to cole. hey hun ima go to the bathroom wile you fix those. i say as i head down the hallway.

(coles pov)

ok. i say as he heads off. i put his chicken on his his plate and the sauce, putting ketchup on the side. i start to make my plate, when he comes back into the room. so you gonna put on a shirt?    "no im good besides i only have a white shirt left and i dont want to mess it up!" ok well its cold so go get on of mine. "fine" he says walking back into the bedroom.

(nicks pov)

what to wear, what to wear? maybe a sweater? no to hot, band tee? no maybe a flannel? no a  hoodie! i take a black hoodie out of the closet, slipping it on i head down the hallway. better?"better" he says tail wagging. good , i say grabbing my plate. i walk over and sit by cole on the couch "cops?" he says flicking on the tv. sure thats fine. i says munching on a piece of chicken. 

(3 hours later)

I wake up will cole still asleep on me. i check on my phone  3:18 am. babe, cole groans a little in his sleep.  lets go to sleep babe. "ok baby" he says picking me up and dragging me to the room. he lays me down in bed softly. i love you babe. "i love you too" he says cuddling me.

heya guys long time no see little bit of a wait i guess its been that way cause i got a lot of time on my hands just finished moving and all but hey im up to 600 reads witch just blows my mind! unfortunately finding a purpous will not get updated for a while so save it to your list because more content is on the way Love Ya'll stay furry fluffbutts!