•Suga Daddy•

IIII: A Rather Grumpy Kitten

No more sad stuff for a while..because someone didn't like the sad stuffs *cough, I'll have something happen now and then. But for now, have some super. wholesome. fucking. content that made me really sad to write--wow wow wowie

I wake up, with Namjoon's arms wrap around my waist and I see I fell asleep how we had been laying last night. After we aggressively made out for a while, I broke down crying and flipped me over to snuggle me. I let out everything, I told him all about my father. 

I told him that I lost everything and that I haven't slept in weeks at this point. He rubbed my back as I clung onto him tightly. I told him things I've never told anyone else before... and I couldn't be happier.

But as I wake up with a strange feeling, I can't help but feel weird and wonder what it was. Until, when I giggle looking up at him, I've dropped into Little Space. of course, that man that makes and sells toys for a living is a fucking little. 

Ever since I was sixteen, I started regressing when I get stressed out. It felt like hell at first, I was studying for tests and such. I would lay in bed and color instead of studying my tests. I knew it was going to come eventually, with everything going on I'm surprised I didn't fall into little space sooner. Maybe the last thing that sent me over the edge was him taking control over me last night. 

It's been so long since I've had someone hold me, it's been forever since I've let someone be in control of me this much. But now, as I lay on Joon's belly and look at him... I think for the first time in my life, I don't want to be in control. Maybe it's because I shattered in his arms last night, maybe it's because I'm regressing the mental age of a five-year-old, or maybe it's because Namjoon is such a daddy-- I mean, it's hard to convince me otherwise that Joonie is such daddy material.

Forgetting what reason it is that I want him to control me, it's rather strange. My father taught me that if you're not in control you are weak... maybe that's why my mom left him. My back has starting aching from the way I'm laying, and I think to get up--but when I regress I'm way too clingy. I try and fall back asleep-holding onto Namjoon's chest tighter and pressing my face against him, I start going into my dreams.

I lay on top of Namjoon, still half-awake when I feel a pair of lips on my neck. "Mhmm, da--Joonie." I whimper as he starts nipping at my collarbone.

"What were you about to call me, baby boy?"He slaps my thigh and I moan even louder.

"Daddy!" He smirks against my skin as he keeps kissing up and down my neck, he starts sucking a trail of small hickies up and down my neck and across my collarbones. "Please, daddy." He runs his hands up and down my thighs, never quite touching me where I really want him to. He starts kissing down my chest, all the way until right above my boxers, but he pulls away.

"You didn't earn it yet, little one. Did you?" I shake my head and whine. He laughs and snaps the waistband of my boxers with his teeth.

I wake up, panting heavily and still laying on Namjoon. My pants get rather uncomfortable, and I groan as I realize it was all just a wet dream. I look up at Joonie and see he's still asleep, I try and distract myself from my semi. I look through the window and notice that the sun is almost in the middle of the sky, noon already? I've never slept this long before.

Joonie has such a nice view from his window, he overlooks the city and in the distance, I can see Min Toys. My office looked straight into an alleyway, from all the way over here it was almost as nice as the view from my father's office.

I start dosing off for a second time, but just as I start falling asleep I hear Tae. "Namjoon? You have a meeting in twenty minutes." Tae wanders in and I look up at him, he smiles slightly. "It's nearly impossible to wake him up." Tae laughs as he crouches down to Namjoon's face. "Jooooooniee, wake up sleeping beauty.." I watch as Namjoon opens one eye slightly before closing his eyes again, pretending to sleep.