•Suga Daddy•

XII: Tae? Did I make the right choice?

Wowie Wowie Wow I probably should've told y'all that this is the last chapter... but you can check out my other fics that are going on and are currently getting worked on. Red-light District, Complicated and Sunshine Killers. Let's Sss goo my dudes

NAMJOON'S POV

I sit on the kitchen counter drinking my coffee and picking at my breakfast. Suga had gone up to take a shower while I eat, but now that he's gone--I'm stuck thinking about everything by myself. Yoongi asked me to combine our businesses... and at first, I was so sure it was a great idea, but now that it's been a few days and I've thought I've started questioning my choices.

Running one business together means I will stay with Yoongi for the rest of my life if we break up... it's all over for both of us. Am I truly read about that? I've been thinking about it non-stop, on one hand-- I would love to spend the rest of my life with him... Would owning the business together destroy our relationship, we would see eachother all day every day.

But what if something goes wrong. He seems so happy right now, hell he's been the least stressed out I've seen him in the last few weeks than I've ever seen him.. does he really love me this much that he wants to run a business with me for the rest of our lives?

Has he not thought about this? I know how smart Yoongi is... but I just don't know. He would never just jump into it but thinking it through, then why wouldn't he talk to it about me beforehand? It's all just been too much for my brain to handle. I hear him making his way downstairs and I try to make it look like I was nervous.

"Joonie!" He jumps into my arms and wraps his legs around my waist. His hair dripped all over his clothes as well as me... goddamnit he looks adorable like this. I kiss his cheek and set my cup down so I can hold his butt up. "What's wrong?" He tilts his head and looks at me with his bottom lip pushed out. I don't answer but look at him and smile a bit.

I hesitate before finally answering, "I'm fine... don't worry about it." He doesn't stop pouting like usual, bringing his face to look at me.

"What's wrong?" I bite at his bottom lip to tease him and he whines, "Tell meeeeee what's wrong, daddy." I pull my face back and shake my head.

"Doyouthinkweremovingalittlefastwiththis?" I start talking fast hoping that if I talk fast enough I won't have to explain myself and that I can just get it all off my chest. I let my words kinda jumple together.

Yoongi pulls his face away and giggles, "Maybe I would be able to understand you if you slowed down a bit." He puts his face against my neck and stops smiling.

"Do you think we're moving a little fast with this?" I look at the floor and his chest starts picking up quickly, he lets go off of me and jumps down. "I...I'm sorry, I uh just think we should think about it... like really think this through." He starts getting nervous, messing with the cuff of his sweatshirt.

"Do you not realize what this would do for my company, Namjoon? My face is being blasted all over the world, there's one in fucking spanish. My company is falling apart, do you not care."

Silence, the god damn silence seems to hurt even more, he's fucking using me. I knew there had to be some reason that he wanted to so suddenly come and tell me that he wanted to join as companies. I love Yoongi with all my heart, but joining companies is like spending the rest of our lives together, "You used me... Yoongi you fucking used me."

"I didn't use you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. This is just an excuse for us to be together... it's like a shotgun wedding." He gets close to me again, his chest nearly pressed against mine. He started raising his voice at me and I was ready to snap. "You're so quick to get angry."