chapter five

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Y/N~POV:

"Y/N?....." Even uttered from his mouth. He was now completely facing me, I could tell he was crying a bit his eyes were red and puffy and still a bit watery.

Was he... Crying for me?

"I got your letter and I forgive you and understand I misunderstood what happened and all that jazz but..." I trained off as I got to a sensitive part. I wasn't looking at Evan anymore I was merely Just staring at the ground.

The ground was a red dirty blood brick bridge that had a bit of moss growing out and in of it, but it built character on the bridge and gave the park a beguiling look.

Evan sighed as he's gaze was fixated on me, I didn't have to look at him to know that, I could feel his eyes on me, staring into my soul..

"Look I swear I have nothing going on with Payton she's just a friend please Y/N I... I don't want to lose you..." he mumbled the last part a bit.

I could feel my heart rate going higher and my blood rush to my face, I'm probs blushing like a madman over here.

Some people passed us by and looked at us but not many people where here at the park considering it was getting pretty late.

"I forgive okay! It's just I... I can't trust people a lot and you of all people should know that and now I'm finding it even more difficult to trust you b...be-because..." No..no I can't say it I can't, I have no courage to and plus... he ..I ... Uh.. I can't think of words to say at all I... I.. I was stammering over my words.

My cheeks were painted pink as I continued to look on the ground, I felt the word vomit I was emitting from my mouth all the way down to my chest and stomach.

What am I even doin-

"Y/N" I heard Evan speak up, I knew this was the time I had to look at him so I looked up at him with.

His eyes were soft and gentle he had a slight pink blush formulating on his cheeks and his hair danced across his face as the wind made a melody for it to dance too.

"Y/N do you hate me?" He said as my eyes widened a bit at this sudden question. "N-no I could never" I stuttered "But you don't trust I'm gay and that I feel feelings for Payton correct?" his voice was low and serious and even a bit deeper than usual.

"Y-yeah I guess so" I said as I continued to look at him, I wanted to look away I mean the view and the atmosphere outside.

The Sun was setting painting the sky a gorgeous colour of magenta and orange making the magnificent clouds look even more like cotton candy, the sky was utterly astonishing and we could all thank God for making such a beautiful sky and picture possible.

But the view wasn't all that amazing alone even though the water was reflecting the beautiful colour that was painted on the sky even capturing the birds that would fly pass making this look like a real picture painted by God himself as he was the bringer of all beings and how absolutely gorgeous this all was.

The cold wind breeze was making my and Evan's hair blow through the wind and make my forehead cool as my body shivered due to the cold and the smell of the breeze was heavenly it smelled like summer and fresh fruits.

The park at this time of day was absolutely breathe taking and I was truly and utter amazed by it all.

"Well I guess I gotta make you trust me" Evan suddenly spoke up as he walked closer to me making me stumbled a bit back "Uh Evan?" I said as I got my balance back and stared at Evan.

"Y/N I swear that everytime I look at you my heart would skip a beat, I would stop and stare, ever since you came through my works door and that bell went off I knew... that you and I were going to stick together... forever. I know I've only known you for a short amount of time but I feel like I've known you since forever" he said a smile tugged my lips as I listened to each and every word Evan had to say.

"I couldn't care less about your looks heck, you being androgynous is what makes you so super sexy....uh I mean super cute hehe" I laughed at Evan's remark and I felt my cheeks get warmer.

He's confessing to me....

"your so thin, so smooth, your S/C skin is amazing on you, you've got long lushes eyes lashes and beautiful cherry plumb lips and your eyes oh Damn Y/N your E/C hues, I get lost in them everytime" Evan said before he took one more step closer but this times I didn't back away.

"Y/N I absolutely adore you which is why I.... I..."

Evan's~POV:

"I.... I..." I was about to speak but I was cut off by a pair of warm lips on mine and I immediately closeted my eyes and kissed him back I could tell he had to stand in his tippy toes since he's super short and apparently I'm super tall.

We parted from the kiss and I looked at Y/N's beautiful E/C eyes "I love you too" he said my eyes widened and I grew a grin on my face and at that moment I felt a gush of happiness flow in my chest and wave of love hit me like a truck.

Y/N looked happier and I could tell he felt the same I guess my confession worked although I wasn't quite done but ehh I'll finish it later if all goes well right here and right now.

I grabbed Y/N's small hand and kissed his knuckles only to then hear him giggle and sigh. I looked at him once again with pure love and care in my eyes.

"Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked

....

"Yes"

And with that I grabbed and wrapped my arms around his thin slender waist and pulled him close as he did the same towards my neck as we shared yet another kiss.

I finally have him and he is MINE

(okay I'm going to end the chapter here I hope you guys enjoyed reading the chapter and I hope you like the next one byeee♡)

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