I'm a horrible person
I'm better off dead
I'll never be able to hurt anyone again
If I'm gone
I hate myself so much
Why?
Why did I do this?
Why did I pretend to love you?
Pretend like I cared?
I let this go on too long because
Now...
I really do care about you
Love you
I should've ended it when I had the chance
To save you from getting hurt
To save your from me
You think I'm sweet
You really don't know me at all
I'm a monster
I'm only getting worse
There's no turning back now
I've already caused the damage
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