My R

Part 3

Midoriya's p.o.v.

Beep beep beep

Stupid alarm clock. I hate the noise it makes. On the contrary it's telling me to get up since today's the day I end it all. I sit up in my bed and check my phone. The screen lights up and shows no notifications.

"I guess today's the day." I whisper to myself.

Today is Monday so normally I would be going to school. So I get up and get myself ready. I am planning to go to the roof during lunch break since no one will find it weird I'm gone.

~Le time skip to class~

For some odd reason Tsu was zoning out in class. And she wasn't talking as much as normal. I just brush it off since maybe she was just having an off day.

"Hey Deku!" Uraraka says happily holding Iida's hand.

"Hey." I say faking a smile.

Iida and Uraraka look at me scared for some odd reason.

"Uhh guys? Is something wrong?" I ask with a hint of confusion in my voice. 

"I have a question Midoriya." Iida says.

"Shoot." I state bluntly.

"Why are your eyes so dull?" He asks fiddling with his glasses.

"W-What do you mean?" I ask startled.

"Your eyes lost their shine...." Uraraka replies before Iida can.

A few other students heard what she said and looked over concerned. Momo, Todoroki, Tsu, Kirishima, and Denku look at me. Kirishima looks me right in the eyes before tearing up. He turns a round confusing the other 4 who looked over.

~Le time skip to lunch break~

I head up to the roof and begin to take off my shoes. I put my signature red shoes on the ground and place the note inside. I look up to see Tsu sitting on the railing. And to my own surprise I screamed what I did to Uraraka yesterday. Tsu quickly turns around startled by my presence.  

"Oh hey Midoriya." She says sadly.

"I should probably tell you what's going on. Well... its been kinda rough for me for a little while." I look at her confused after she saya this.

"I was bullied for being different all my life. I never fit in so I was an easy target for people to pick on. I really just wanted to think a bit" I flinch back which seems it startle her.

She looks over at me concerned and confused.

"Midoriya?"

"Y-You aren't going to j-jump are you? Everyone would miss you and you've missed some of lunch. You must be hungry." I say.

Tsu crosses over the railing and walks over to me. She looks and me with tears in her eyes.

"I don't think I was going to jump. But I am kinda hungry." She said quietly.

I watch her walk off before falling to my knees. I start quietly sobbing as I remember what Tsu had said. She had been bullied for being different too. I don't think it was as bad as me but none the less that can hurt someone. I pull a razor blade that I had hidden out of my pocket and pull up my sleeves. I make 3 cuts on my left arm and another 3 on my right.

The warm crimson blood dribbles from my arms onto the rooftop. I allow my arms or bleed for a bit before pulling down my sleeves and heading back to class. Looks like I missed my chance once again.