Why

Part 5

I'm done

I finally opened my front door and slammed it behind me. I rushed up to my room whilst crying.

I opened my door and jumped on my bed, face-planting my pillow.

"Ahhhhhhh" I screamed into my pillow, slightly muting it.

"Honey, do you want to talk?" My Mom said poking her head into my bedroom.

"Let's just say it's a boy." I answered whispering.

"What, Shawn?" She questioned, taking a step into my bedroom and closing my door.

"Yeah. I told him mom. That I liked him. He kisses me but he lied. He lied." I said sitting up onto my bed so I was sitting on the side of my bed. Tears slowly rolled down my cheek.

"I was a game." I said as my mom joined me on my bed. She pulled me into an embrace and kissed the top of my head.

"It will be okay love. I promise. Me, your dad, Mila and I'm sure Jake is too. We are here for you. Me and your dad are always here for you no matter what has happened. Forever more, we are right here." She said hugging me.

"Thanks. Mom. I love you so much and I really am thankful for everything you do for me, and Quinn in that case. You're amazing parents and we love you and dad so much. Thanks for being by my side when others aren't or can't be at the moment. Mila is a great friend of mine and she really cares but seeing her happy with Jake just hurts me mom. That could of been me and Shawn but he ruined it. He lied."

"I won't ask what he lied about but just know I'm here for you and so is everyone around you. We love you so much Parker. You mean the world to us." She said kissing my head and walking out of my room.

I could never ask for better parents.

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Next day (School)

I couldn't go in, I just couldn't. I couldn't face Shawn, not right now anyway. To be honest, I couldn't face Mila or Jake either. Seeing them together just makes my heart break. Them being happy and me being broken. They don't mix very well.

"Mom. I can't go in today. Please let me have it off. I will do anything. House work? Homework? Looking to apply for colleges or universities? Anything! PLEASE!" I say crying my eyes out.

"Parker, look. You have to face Shawn and I know it's hard but you just have to ....."

"I can't mom." I butt in. "I promise I will go in tomorrow. I just need my own time, alone to think and relax from this situation. PLEASE!"

"Fine, but only today. Tomorrow you go back into school. NO excuses. Promise?"

"Promise. Thanks mom, you're the best."

"Okay well I'm leaving for work now. I will call school when I'm at work. Just please do something productive today like looking at universities and fixing your CV. Just do something, okay? and can you take Quinn to school please. I love you. Keep me informed." She says embracing me and then heading out to the car.

"I promise I will. Love you." I say waving her goodbye as she pulls off the driveway.

"Quinn!" I shout up the stairs. "Are you ready?"

"Yep. Coming." He says running downstairs.

I'm gonna miss him when he grows up. He is just so cute.

We head out the house, hand in hand.

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"Okay, have a good day. Love you." I say as Quinn walks through the gates.