Lisa always saw him as her first crush. She knew him since trainee days and never took her eyes off him. Even when both groups hungout every now and then, he never liked her. She even told him that she liked him. But he refused to like her back. Jun...
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Lisa knew she would fall head over heals for him. After the sight of seeing him pass her was like looking into the eyes of an angel. Except, she fell for a devil. One who simply didn't care what she felt like inside and wasn't interested with her personality. She could see him in the front of the room dancing perfectly with the choreographer and passionately moving with the beat. His body swaying with the melodies and she couldn't stop gazing at him. How intense his look was in the mirror showed his concentration. And the sweat that glistened over the veins of his arms to portray his strength.
They both haven't debuted yet, but she knew that he would make it in front of the crowd first. He would be the one to feel the air up on stage. The boy who could fulfill his dreams with that voice of his. He would become big in Korea first.
As for Lisa, she was more on the shy side. She preferred if she stood away from the crowd and instead, enjoy her time to herself. She only had a few friends and she was new to this training thing. Lisa joined BigHit Entertainment for only a year but she's been hearing that they might move her to another company, considering that BigHit wasn't the company for her. But she tried her best. She also loved to dance, and used to perform in big competitions back in Thailand. She remembers she friends, like Bambam and always laugh at his funny jokes and that'd cheer her up when she was sad.
However, she wanted to feel the life of becoming an idol in Korea. Even when she was a little girl, she would spend her days watching Girls Generation and practicing the moves at night until she knew the whole dance. And the silly singing that she would jam out to in her room. That's what inspired her to join the Kpop industry. Living the life of being known. You see, since Lisa was a shy kid, nobody paid attention to her. Her friends from her dance company were the only people she talked to and she wanted the world to watch what she was made of. the girl who had these big dreams that she wanted to accomplish so much.
Jungkook stopped dancing as the song came to an end and she could feel how heavy his breathing was. But that smile on his lips came with satisfaction and her heart started beating. He looked happy and Lisa could feel how much he wanted to become a star. But he would never know her because of how insecure she was when it came to him. Shee couldn't even say 'Hi' because of the anxiety that took over her. Lisa knew that she wasn't Jungkook's type. But she said to herself that even when she was watching from the sidelines as Jungkook talked to other girls and got into different relationships, she would be happy for him no matter what. But it was better to keep her secret of liking him to herself, and never tell him. Because she could never face him like that.
Lisa started to move her eyes away from Jungkook as she walked into the hall way. She smiled at the picture of him in her mind and she couldn't stop thinking about him. Maybe it was just plain old stupid, but she really did have feelings for him, but she wouldn't tell. As thee day came to an end, Lisa laid in bed just thinking about him.
"Jeon Jungkook.
Will I ever have the confidence to tell you that I like you?
Well I guess the real question is if you even noticed me?" She thought.
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One year later....
Lisa was now in YG Entertainment and she enjoyed it there. However, she missed Jungkook. She saw him performing on stage on shows like Music Bank and Inkigayo and pleasuring his fame with all his heart. She was happy to see him so fulfilled with excitement when he debuted and she watched from the screen his smile that she cherish. But today would also be her chance of becoming an idol. It was her evaluation day and if she pulled it off, she could see Jungkook more in person. Her group members were preparing for the test as Lisa looked in the mirror of her appearance. Her saw her bleached, blonde hair and the revealing clothes. She began to become cold and even colder after losing all of that weight. And even though the idol industry doesn't have a good mindset, Lisa didn't mind what the company had to tell her. She still had fun during the process, from all the dancing to learning how to rap. Even singing was enough for her.
Lisa warmed up with her members and she started breathing in and out. Her heartbeat was increasing with every minute that passed by and she felt the sweat that coated her palms. She could feel the heat placed on her body with her pacing back and forth in the room. The image of him came in her mind and she smiled. She couldn't wait to see more of him and fulfill her dream of being recognized in Korea.
The staff told them to line up and there four girls were placed next to eachother. All nervous and waiting to start their performance. One of the directors told them to begin and that was when they started fiddling with their hands. But when the beat dropped from the track, their gaze was different from the second before. The group was dancing while trying to keep their mind calm and did their best to move with rhythm.
Lisa on the other hand was enjoying just as much as the others. She face expressions were impressing the directors and was basically having a blast in the practice room. The music stopped as the last moves were performed. The groups pants were clearly heard in the area while looking at the staff in front of them.
"Well, congratulations, you girls are debuting."
I'm really happy to start a new book and hopefully I'll keep updating this one more :P
