Forever on and on I never stop spinning,
with nothing but my hate in a deep dark pool of agony.
Slowly my black heart starts vanishing,
then I suddenly realize I will never break free.
Falling through the cracks of a dark eternity,
only holding pain and paralyzing catastrophe.
To tell me who I was, who I am, closing in on me.
So certain that I can't and I won't break free.
Perhaps this is just a dream,
maybe nothing else is real but it wouldn't mean a thing
if I told you how I feel.
So I'm tired of all the pain,
all the misery inside and
I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the cold night.
~Jenna
