𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙊𝙐𝙏𝘾𝘼𝙎𝙏. | eight member

The Outcast

𝐍𝐀 𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐀 ; 나산다라
» meaning ; grow up brightly and happily

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 ; san
meaning ; mountain «

❝climb the mountains and get their good tidings. nature's peace will flow into you as sunshine flows into trees.❞

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄 ; 22th june, 1996
𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍 ; cancer

𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ; 5'4 | 163 cm

𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ; main vocalist, dancer

𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘 ; korean, chinese
father ; chinese
mother ; korean

𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 ; korean, mandarin, naxi, and english

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄 ; busan, south korea

✧ ─ 𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐀 ─ ✧

twitter ; @/san_twt
instagram ; @/san.bighitofficial
spotify ; sunny's favorites

☾𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 ☼

› guided by emotion and her heart, she has a heart time blending into the world around her

› harsh words deepen her internal mysteries and create fleeting emotional patterns that are beyond her control

› she doesn't have enough coping and defensive mechanisms for the outer world, and has to be approached with care and understanding, for that is what she gives in return

› lack of patience or even love will manifest through mood swings, and even selfishness, self-pity, or even manipulation

in which na sandara is added
into the boy-group called
bts in the blood, sweat & tears era

. . . and she's despised by
every single member

❝accomplishments don't erase shame, hatred, cruelty, silence, ignorance, discrimination, low sel-esteem or immorality

it covers it up, with a creative version of pride and ego

only restitution, forgiving yourself and others, compassion, repentance, and loving with dignity will ever erase the past

that's why

i'm the one i should loathe.❞