June 25, 2019
I have this song here because this was what I was listening to when typing this.
So I just finished reading The Four F's by Jojo B (quite a good book, look it up again someday) and I am starting on another book, The Guy Next Door by Percabeth5599. It seems that I have read that a while back but stopped halfway, so I decided to read it again since I decided that I love the old stories better. Stories written around 2012-2014. Anyway, I decided to read the ending today. Sue me! The old me probably did not like what was happening that's why I stopped and probably because I wanted to see who she ends up with. I'm sorry!
Anyway, I decided to read it again because I know I wish to live a life with books. I do not know how to explain it, but I enjoy talking to myself pretending that I am not in the country where I live, talking to the characters I met in books. I know it sounds insane, heck I feel insane! But I actually cannot live a life without these imaginations of mine. Although I still know how to differentiate reality.
I really don't know how to explain it. All I know is that I hate socializing with people. In fact, I delete some people on my social media accounts. Only the people who I really know.
I just really want to live in books. For guys to like me. For me not to be shy. I just want to be able to go somewhere by myself. I honestly do not know why I am shy. Actually, I do. I'm just in denial.
P.S. I just want my grade 7 life back. Me surrounded with tumblr boys, O2L, BVB, 1D, and of course, Wattpad and QuoteV characters (Ex: Reece Carter).
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Just Me and My Thoughts
No FicciónThe real thoughts of an 18 year old girl that shall remain anonymous. This will be just like a diary entry, and I hope it entertains people. This is published for the sake of sharing the things she cannot tell people in person.
