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"lights will guide you home |and ignite your bones, and i will try to fix you."
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dear reader of this book,
*sighs*
damn, this is gonna suck balls but i still gotta write it so bare with me here.
for those who are newcomers reading:
congrats, you've made it this far in fadie hell and it's not gonna get any better for a while! on top of that, this author's note will be hella confusing for y'all newbies because i released 'rose water' before the author note yet it's first.
long story very short, just skim through it and you'll be fine :)
for those who have been with me for a hot minute:
look, i know the reaction i'm gonna get from this. you're probably blowing a fuse going, "where the fuck is the chapter?!?!?! i NEED the next chapter so fadie will be #confirmed"
well sorry to burst that fucking bubble where unicorns shoot rainbows out of their ass, but this is reality hoe. it's downhill from the moment ur born and it sadly doesn't get any better.
first things first, calm yourself b/c if you explode, i'm not paying insurance money if you die. plus, you'll also miss the new season three of st so you literally earned nothing. two, fadie does not get together when sadie rushes out of the hotel and goes to get her prince charming.
...so be nice or else i'll delay it even more :)
the reason why i gathered y'all here right now is because i'm amidst of writing the entirety of act five and lemme tell you this. mid-way through of writing one of the chapters, my adhd-rushed, anxiety-ridden self realized something very important.
holy shit, this act is triggering as hell...i think...i think i need to give another warning or some shit.
so, for the first time since (checks notes) act two, you've got another author's note telling you to wake the fuck up and pay attention.
now, i'm not gonna lie to you guys, act four is by far the longest act i've ever written by nine chapters (not including this a/n), with act two in second place with seven. in act two, i tackled drinking, sexuality and attempts of suicide which were extremely heavy.
flipping the switch now, act four is more gruesome and gritty than anything else i've honestly ever written, and might be deeply troubling for some individuals.
act four will have extremely graphic details of self-harm/injury, some slut-shaming, depression, heavy drug usage and might possibly contain sexual content or close to it.
i am begging you to exit now, because no fanfiction is worth reading if it harms your mental health. please review all the trigger warnings i put under 'disclaimer' if your unsure about anything being here and don't read this if its too much.
don't go @ me now or report me cause i fucking warned y'all. enjoy this (shitty) act and may Fate be with you.
