Rejected

The day i changed

Ella's POV
I got the worst beating of my life. Is that what I deserve. I was laying in my own blood pool. Maybe this is the end of life. I want to die. I want to end this fucking life of mine.  Nobody loves me. I fucking hate my parents and this pack.  I wish they all die painfully. I felt a little dizzy,  I heard a voice before darkness consumed me.
"Don't close your eyes, stay awake. " The husky voice said and darkness engulfed me.

I heard some voices but i can feel someone is taking me.  I felt light. Someone storked their hands on my bloody cheeks.
"Wake up love, please. " The voice said and I recognized the voice it was Nikolaus. I tried to open my eyes and saw nikalaus looking at with pained expression. I looked around and saw my parents,  my brother and the alpha looking at me with guilt. I don't understand anything.
"Wh-whats going on? " I said in a horsy voice my throat hurts.  Nikalaus noticed it and gave me a glass of water. I drank it and somehow I got my voice again.
"I am sorry love, I couldn't protect you, but from now on I will always protect you, I love you ella, I have always loved you. " He said and kissed my bloody cheek.  I tried to pushed him away but he was too strong.
"Let-let go of me,  don't touch me. " I said and he let go of me and I looked into his eyes and he looks hurt but i dont care.
"You are my mate, my soulmate, my love. " He said softly. I can't control myself.  I laughed,  I laughed like a manic. They all looked at me like I am mad or something.
"Now you want to me, do you really think I forget everything that you all have done to me. " I yelled at him.  They looked shocked because I have never raised my voice at anyone.
"Please, love forgive me, I love you ella, I have always loved you.  We all love you. " He said softly and everyone nodded.
"This is what you do to the people you love, this is. " I yelled and showed him my scars. I got up and he tried to touch me but I slapped his hands.
I turned around to make a run, but before I ran, I said something that they have never expect.
"I ella ruth, reject you Nikolaus as my mate. " I yelled and ran towards the woods. 
I can't run far away, my legs hurt and I have lost so much blood. I felt dizzyness again and I think about everything that happens in those years, it was like a flashback. I fell down and soon darkness englufed me.
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I opened my eyes and looked around to find everyone crying.  Nikolaus was on his knees crying and yelling my name. I felt the sudden need of blood.  I want blood. I need blood. The thrust was so strong that I couldn't control myself.  I got up and everyone gasped. I looked around and the alpha standing with his luna. I make my towards him in a inhuman speed and snap his neck, I drink his blood, but I need more blood. I heard growls and screams. I turned around and found a brown and a grey wolf standing in front me. I grabbed them both by their neck and feed myself. I felt strong, I felt powerful. Suddenly there was something on my neck and I feel a hot breath fanning on my earlobe.
"Sleep, I have got you" The voice said and darkness consumed me.