Why Secretary Kim?

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Min Yoongi, was all alone in his house. Jungkook wasn't talking to him, because the younger felt so annoyed to his older brother for the first time. Like Min Yoongi denying his feelings is too much for him to handle. He really felt so bad for Seokjin.

Yoongi was in the living room staring at the most expensive chandelier in the world. He could still remember how surprise Jin is when he planned to buy that. He even throw Jin at the bidding convention of chandeliers since he was in a business trip. Yoongi sometimes wonder... why Jin never left him? Does the older like him that much not leave his side? Just why? Well Jin never told his feelings to Yoongi... it was just Yoongi's guts, that maybe Jin like him so much that he never left him even though he was kinda cruel—

He looked at outside the sky is gray as if rain will start soon. Min Yoongi doesn't understand himself too... like he knows, he wants to be with Jin but not emotionally? Like what does fall in love really means? What the hell is love? He wanna knows what love means.

He decided to go out and walk for awhile. Still thinking about what is love? If loving means business maybe he can understand it more.

"Moooom! Look at this!" Min Yoongi called his mother's attention who is busily knitting Yoongi's new winter sweater.

"I got this flowers there mom." Yoongi said happily.

"Aigoo... you should not plucking the flowers." His mother said.

"Eh? But why mom? I love flowers... you love flowers. Also plucking flower is for free!" Yoongi answered cleverly. He got a point there plucking flower is for free...

"It is for free... but haven't you thought— what if the flower was hurt after you pluck it there? Also without a consent with the owner." His mother answered, Yoongi felt so confuse right now. Because how could an 8 years old him understand his mom.

"Yoongi-yah. Come here." She asked softly to the younger boy. She carried him, and let him sit on her lap.

"Yoongi... if you love something you shouldn't hurt them. Like this flower... if you love it that much you shouldn't have pluck it to where it is... you could have water it to shower some more love and affection." His mom said and smiling to the younger.

"Why I don't understand it?" He asked.

"Because you never love someone yet." His mother answered chuckling.

"Eh? But I love you and dad." He answered cutely.

"Aigoo. The other way of love Yoongi-yah. You'll understand it too. Soon..." she said and kissed his son's forehead.

Yoongi stopped walking. He look at the flowers in his wide garden. That owns by his late mother and he keeps on watering them everyday... he looked at it. He was doing those everyday till now unconditionally... without any sense of responsibility. He was doing it because he loves it—

"I wonder how Jin hyung look so happy after a very long hour of duty here."

"I wonder how Jin hyung, can understand you."

"I wonder why he still works at you even though you are cold at sometimes."

"It's because he unconditionally love me... and I was blinded by the attention. So I— I become selfish and abuse Jinnie-hyung's love and attention to me." He muttered out loud his thoughts.