Orions pov.
" its alright Finneas I know you mean well," Billie said unclenching her fists and putting a smile on her face she gestured to me "let's go inside baby girl" I took a stifled breath and nodded my head following her inside. We were lying in bed looking at the ceiling and then I turned towards Billie " hey Billie are you alright? I'm sorry, I spent so much time with Finneas today" I said grabbing her hand. She smiled back at me " its alright baby I overreacted I like you a lot I hope you know that..." she trailed off. "of course I do I just don't want to fight" I said a tear dripping from my eye. "Don't cry! And while we're being honest I gotta let you know something... I've been seeing someone else on the low" Billie says worry in her normally nonchalant voice. My head went numb and my vision blurry I honestly didn't know what to do I liked Billie a lot but I don't know why she didn't just tell me she wanted an open relationship. " oh- alright" I said holding back my tears. I needed to talk to Elio I missed him so much I'm so happy we're going back to new york tomorrow so i can see him. Billie tried to grab my wrist as I got up and opened the door to the tour bus. " Billie dont," I said frustrated and in a huff, I sat down against a wall of the building adjacent to the bus. I covered my eyes with my hand's billies blue hoodie I was wearing from earlier was just reminding me of her. I picked up the phone and clicked on Elios name
(on the phone)
Elio: hello? O why are you calling so late?
Rion: E I miss you so much I just found out billies fucking with another girl what should I do?
Elio: Orion there's really nothing you can do... if you love her you have to fight for her and if you don't then come home everyone misses you.
Rion: Elio I do love her but she won't open up to me how do I get her to do that?
Elio: well first of all maybe you should get her to stop with that gang shit it can only be bad for her.
Rion: thanks E you always know how to cheer me up ill see you tomorrow at the airport
Elio: alright I love you Rion bye!
Rion: bye Elio love you too.
(end phone call)
Billies pov.
I could see her sitting against the wall with the hood of my sweatshirt over her poof of curly hair. And then I felt a hand on my shoulder. " Billie I'm sorry we let a girl come between us again and you know you're my best friend and always will be." Finneas said with a sad smile "no problem bro you know you're my favorite too. And what about that other girl Claudia? Right?" I said with a smile " yeah she's an angel" he responded looking out the window to see Rion just the way she was a minute before. " you should go apologize I know you only have feelings for her don't even try to act like you care about your side hos" Finneas said laughing. " you're right I love her and I gotta let her know I'm such an ass Finn do you think she'll forgive me?" I questioned turning my head to look at him again. " if she really likes you shell get over it" he said with a smile. I hugged him and opened the door to the bus.
Orions pov.
I saw the door open and a black hood appear. It could only be Billie and I didn't know what to say to her yet. She walked over to me and looked at me with her familiar blue eyes. " I'm sorry" she let out putting her head down like a little puppy. " Billie, I love you" I blurted out looking at her for any kind of reaction "I love you too Rion I have since I met you," she said plopping down next to me. " then why did you cheat," I said a pout forming on my lips. "I just felt like I had to because no one has ever been enough for me but you mean everything to me" she gushed. "I believe you. But I want to know everything I can't be in a relationship with someone I barley know" I said quietly. " well let's go inside and I can tell you everything." she smiled back grabbing my hand to help me up.
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a/n :
So y'all really didn't like the last chapter huh? Maybe I wrote it at 2 am while high on gummy worms because that's exactly what happened. I'm sorry for my actions LOL pls read the next chapter ill try to fix it oof.
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It's Crazy //Billie Eilish
Fanfiction"its crazy how many things you can find out about a person once they open up to you. that's the thing though how can I get her to do that?"
