Hard to Get( august alsina )

Crazy ass things

~| the picture above is Kailand 😌|~

August POV

After hearing what GG mama said it made me ..... Not angry ...... But upset . GG tried to play it off . Today was our time to go home from the hospital . As i strapped Kailand in . GG slid in the backseat . I hopped in the drivers seat and drove home .

August : U ok ?

GG : yea why wouldn't I be

August : just checking baby

She did a weak smile and dozed off . I wanted to make GG feel special and welcomed because so far everybody wasn't happy about us being together again . I've been stressed a lot 😩 and I just wanna cut low ya know ? . We pulled up at the house . I helped GG in with the baby and got settled . I walked into the kitchen and pulled out some Vodka I'd been saving for these stressed nights .

~| 2 hours later |~

GG POV

I finally got the baby sleep 😩 whoa she got some lungs 😂 . I walked down stairs to see a trail of vodka bottle leading to the kitchen .

GG : august ?

*silent *

I walked up and tried to move the cup out his hand until he pushed me back

August : don't touch me

He rose up . His lips were pouted up like he was angry

GG : I didn't do nun

August : U stressed me ❗️

He threw the bottle making it burst against the wall .

August : YA ass just had to come back into my life ❗️ I don't won't U ❗️

He pressed his hand above my head blocking me in .

GG : I didn't wanna be with u anyways ❗️ U did nothing but take my woman hood ❗️ U was my fucking Bestfriend august ❗️

August : u ruined everything ❗️ I didn't want no fucking baby ❗️ I didn't want U ❗️

He smacked my across my face . I tried to hit back but I only made it worse

August : bitch U wanna fight back ❗️

He beat me until I couldn't catch my breath . It lasted for 20 minutes but it felt like 24 cruel hours of my life gone . As I laid on the kitchen floor licking blood off my lip I felt alone . I wasn't nothing but shit . I was alone ..... Always was ....... I wasn't shit ....... I was worthless. I cried quietly I didn't want august to hear me . After each sneeze blood splattered on my hand and legs . I whispers silently "God please help me 😔 please ❗️ help me threw this please "

After me whispering to my lord I herd a voice

August : he ain't gon help U

He was holding Kailand

GG : give me her

August : no it's my child rite ?

We walked into the living room and say down . I got up and limped over to him

GG : look at me

August : looks like ya ass been beaten and not hard enough

I cousin believe what u was hearing

August : step off my rug before U get blood on it

I stepped off and went to take a shower . After I filt the tub in hot water and sat in it

GG : 🛀.............🛀..........🛁

I floated under the hot steaming water . As U felt the pain and sorrow seep into my cuts and bruises I smiled and felt my breath slowly run until it couldn't run anymore . I thought " God wants my home rather then here " ............

~| 1 year later |~

GG POV

The abuse still continued but I'm don't rite about now . I told august hit me one more time and me and Kailand are leaving . He hit me ........ Now we're leaving . Kailand was 1 years old and barley knew how to walk 😂 august treated her like the best girl in the world . That was his princess . I'll rather get treated like a bitch then let him abuse our child . I went to grab her hand to leave and august shocked it back

August : she's staying

GG : no she's coming with me

August : that's cute by

He slammed the door .

GG : I'm getting her back ❗️ass hole ❗️

I walked down the drive way and walked to mama house ...... She won't be happy to hear this .....

~| tbc |~

~| sorry about the tbc i started crying 😭😔 I'll post tomor 😘 ( reason I started crying is because it seemed so real ) |~