Illustrate My Dreams

Someone Loved Me

I had a dream.

I dreamt that somebody loved me.

No hope, no harm, just another false alarm.

Just like the song.

We were laying on a couch. He laid his head on my lap while rapping his arms around me. He was drowsily looking at me.

His hair was short, I can still feel it tickling beneath my hands as I ran them over his head.

His bare back and neck where almost all I could see. I think I can even recall his fragrance.

I remember I couldn't keep my hands off of him. I held him in my arms, caressing his soft and thick skin. It felt so good.

I didn't want it to end. Although I couldn't notice it was a dream at the time, i know for a fact that I didn't want to leave.

I didn't want anything to ruin that moment in which all I could do was hold him tight.

Now I keep having these kinds of dreams every now and then. These dreams in which I'm loved by a man I love as well.

And it's just weird, because I seem to know, there in my unconsciousness, what love is. When the hopeless truth is that I have no idea what it is, or what it feels like.

All I have experienced as regards to loving someone that way, has been made up by my sleeping mind.

So I wonder... How is this possible?