Dangerous Thirst - It's Sizzling Hot

Problems In Paradise

Yuuto was now home. He furiously shut the blinds of his window and fell to the ground. His anger turned into sadness and soon enough, the knees he burried his face into, were now covered in tears of sadness. He questioned everything that had hapened with Ren. What was the point of trying anymore? Had what Ren said to him was meaningless, worthless, a lie? Maybe Ren had just said that to make Yuuto feel better, whatever it was Yuuto felt betrayed and upset.

The whole night Yuuto spent it i his room. He wandered what had happened and tried to not make Ren a bad guy, but every reason and story he went through, Ren was a bitch.

That night he ate noodles in his room and played minecraft to forget what had hapened. But as soon as Ren joined, he loged off and joined another server or world. He couldn't bare seeing his face, not even in a video game.

Meanwhile, what he didn't know was that Ren was suffering too. He clenched his fists in anger towards himself, as he saw Yuuto leave the server. How.. could he be so dumb? He'd never forgive Hajime, he knew exactly what he was doing! Ren threw the controller across the room "FUCK!" He shouts, grabbing his head in despair. It was going so well and now Hajime had to go and ruin it. Sure, he had puppy crushes before but Yuuto was different. And he didn't know why, but.. he just was! It's hard to explain.

How was he even supposed to explain to Yuuto that it wasn't what it looked like? How was he supposed to make him believe? Ren leaned forward in his bed and looked down. "What am I doing..?" He mutters, leaning suddenly back and sighing in desperation. "He might think I was moking him when I told him about what had happened at my old school. Urgh! I don't know what to do!" Ren yelled into his pillow and would not stay still. He knew he had to do somethong for  Yuuto, to eplain the situation and tell him how much he meant to him. Fuck, he... he loved him.

The next day, for the first few hours, Ren kept trying to reach out. But, he found himself ignored by who was now the love of his life, and he knew that trying to grab his attention so simply from speaking to him wouldn't be enough. He didn't know what to do... he felt lost.

He avoided Hajime's attempts at cheesy booty calls, he didn't even think he could face him after what he did. If it wasn't for that guys selfish actions, he would be holding Yuuto right now, in his arms.. probably anyway. There was so much that he wanted to fix.. for once he actually felt more emotion than just,,, wanting sex, or being someone's first number on their booty call list.

He really wanted to talk to Yuuto, but he didn't know how to start the conversation. Besides, every time he would even get close to Yuuto he would yeet himself out of the way. At lunch, he went to the bathroom to pee and found Yuuto in there, at the urinal. Usually, he would go to the urinal right next to him but today he felt like he couldn't. So instead, he went.. two away.. that should do.

The whole day was a shitty day and Ren was beyond pissed with Hajime - that dwarf was going to pay.