Our Journey To Wonderland

Zig Zag Zooo!

*Kyle's POV*

As she fell into a deep slumber.....I sat in the sofa- come- bed placed just a little distance away from her hospital bed and saw her calm and silent face. She was indeed very beautiful. She had a cute button nose, a smile that had beautiful dimples but I hadn't seen it in a long time....I saw it just yesterday morning when she was lovingly caressing my forehead....and then I had jerked her hand, but I didn't fail to notice her smiling while she was caressing my forehead before I got up. If I would have met her before meeting Jennie, I would have definitely fallen in love with her....but again only if I would have met her before meeting Jennie. Ha!....continuing with her facial features....She had eyes that could see through anything  and everything....it had a grey shade with purple undertone and lastly her hair....I just love her hair, they had a natural wavy texture but were very soft. Even when they were wet, they were very soft. I had many intimate moments with her today while bathing her. She was affecting me in every possible way, when I am near her I can feel those intense feelings . I didn't feel all these feelings with Jennie which probably is weird. Anyway I love Jennie. I wonder how she must be looking after almost seven - eight years.....I so badly wanna see her. But was I doing the right thing? 'Nope' my brain answered. 'What do you mean by nope?' I snapped back. 'I'm telling you that it is a bad choice when you have a beautiful angel in front of you and you are obsessed with a girl you didn't meet in 7years?! That is just so like....Kyle!!' Great I have started talking to myself or rather my brain should I say? Grr! I stopped my mind war and started looking at Leena again.....watching her sleep is like seeing a live entertainment at least for me.... She just looks very peaceful and serene....she's everything a guy would want. She has curves in the right places, a serene face and the most beautiful hair!..But I can't imagine her with another guy....though I said I would look for a match for her...I didn't really mean it you know...She looked very cute in her baggy shirt and leggings now. Forgetting my conscience, I moved towards where her hospital bed was and reached to caress her forehead. As my hand made contact with her forehead, I thought I had touched cotton...her skin was very smooth unlike mine which was rough and manly...Of course Idiot! You are a man!...'Duh' I said to my irritating brain and returned my attention to caressing her.....when I did, I remembered jerking her hand away from my forehead yesterday. What if she got up rejecting my hand? I would have felt very upset. I can imagine her going through that and also listening to my explosion...That's when I realised how much I actually hurt her!...No wonder she cried a whole bucket,  trying to cover her tears by getting drenched in water! I didnt realise when she woke up and was staring at my hand and face with confusion looming over her face. I reflexed my hand back and stood there with an awkward look on my face..."Umm-mm I'm sorry if I disturbed your sleep." "It's alright..." she nodded and tried sitting up....but couldn't succeed to do so, I held her shoulders and helped her sitting up. She sat up awkwardly....I know why, it's because of me. I try to initiate a conversation by asking her, "Did you sleep good?" Well, obviously no idiot because you woke her up! She nodded with a silent 'Yeah'

I grabbed some of her medicine bottles and tablets from the side table, gave her the required dose and handed her a glass of water without a word then I told her, "These are the medicines for the afternoon..." She again nodded with a silent 'Yeah' What's wrong with her?...Why is she not talking? Maybe I should leave her alone...I started for the door but stopped when Leena held onto my hand and squeezed it, indicating me, not to leave. I caught her hand, nodded and sat on the hospital chair beside her.

I started small talk, "What is your hobby?" I asked to eliminate the awkward silent. She looked at me and her eyes literally lit up.

"Playing Piano and playing the Guitar." She said still smiling.

"Wow!...I guess we have one thing common between us?" I tell her having a smile on my own face.

"Wow!!! You play the guitar and the piano?" She asks me with childlike excitement.