Chapter 3: 'Should i tell him?'

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by Tyler_loves_pickles

by Tyler_loves_pickles

Tylers pov

Its was late and cold. My only friends were a half empty bottle of vodka and my fridge. I felt terrible. 'Never trust anyone again.' I said. I grabbed my lapot and started scrolling trough some funny tumblr post to cheer me up. It didn't work. 'I need to tell someone, I need to have a friend now.' I looked over at the other side of the couch to see that my phone wasn't there. I got up and started screaching for it. when i was scearching, I heard my phone. It was in my bag. 'stupid me, losing everything i have, even my phone.' The screen lit up as i saw a picture of me and troye of one of the first time we met. 'Thats it! Troye, He will cheer me up.' I typed in my password, went to texts and scrolled trough my contacts. 'Zoé, mom, Alfie, Sawyer and... Aiden. after scrolling quite sometime i fianlly found Troyes name with alot of harts folowing. I miss him so much. Awh, his profile pic was so cute. Those little bright blue eyes and cute little mouth. i Remember the first time we met, it was so cute. Even thinking About that little munchkin makes my belly feel weird. After staring quote Some time watching some more pictures of troye i realised it. I love him... But, Thats inpossilbe. Me and troye have been friends for quite some time now. I've actually always had kinda something for Troye. Hes just so cute and perfect and nice and sweet and. Tyler! stop it! He probaly never think of you that way. Whatever, I'll just call him. I really need someone now... As the phone rang i waited for like, half a second and Troye picked up. 'Hi Tilly! How are you? i missed you sooooo much!' I imidiatly responded with 'Troye boyyyyyy!!! I miss you more!!!!' As i remebered what i was calling for, the tone in my voice changed. I was scared to tell him. What if he thinks i'm weird. Fuck it, i'm telling him. 'Troye, I.. Can i trust you?'. i said with my serious voice. 'Yes ofcouse Ty! Whats wrong. you sound so sad?' I felt so sad. Not even Troyes cute, high pitched voice could cheer me up. I started sobbing as i started to tell the story. 'I have been so dumb. no, he! its all his fault!' After i said that i coulden't hold it anymore. I started to cry. Troye answerd with, 'Tyler? okay, Just take a deep breath and tell me whats wrong. I have all the time in the world.' In a calm voice. As i told the rest of the story of what happend with me and Aiden. I've never felt so sad, but happy at the same time because i was talking to him. ugh, So many mixed emotions. Then i said something wich probaly sounded very creepy and weird. 'Troye, if we would ever be a couple and troyler would be official. You wouldn't do something like that, Would you?' Oh my god, WHY WOULD I SAY SUCH A THING?!! Hes gonna think you have a crush on him! I don't want him to know that! Troye awnserd something i did not expect him to say. 'No Tilly! ofcouse not! if we would be a couple, I would never leave you. I would stay with you for the rest of my life.' Oh my god, Troye Sivan just said that he would spend the rest of his life with me! I... oh my godness gracious. Tyler chill, fangirl later. He obiously did not mean it like that. Suddely i felt i was really tired. As much as i wanted to talk to Troye, I needed sleep. 'Oh Troye, You're the best friend ever!' After i Said that, troye Said he would always be there for me and that i could call him at any time. He is so sweet. How could i not have realised i was faling for him all this time. We Said bye and i imidetly fell into a deep dreamy sleep.

hi guys! Sorry it took so long. I was so bizzy and some stupid stuff happend.. but yeahhhh here is my new chapter:)!!