Chapter 1; Ugh, I don't like being in love.

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by Tyler_loves_pickles

by Tyler_loves_pickles

Troyes pov

It was a late friday night. The skies were dark and cloudy. It was so cold. I felt terible so i just thought i would film a cover. Ugh... I dont like being in love, It hurts. my heart, my belly, my head.. everything.. Wile i was looking for a song to cover, My attantion went to my ringing phone. It was Tyler. I stared at my phone wile it was playing my ringtone. Without waiting any longer i grabbed my phone and said (A little overreacting) 'Hi Tilly! How are you? i missed you sooooo much!'. I imidetly heard Tylers voice saying: 'Troye boyyyyyy!!! I miss you more!!!!. But then suddenly, Tylers voice sounded sad and serious, 'Troye, I.. Can i trust you?' 'Yes ofcouse Ty! Whats wrong you sound so sad? i heard Tyler sobbing at the other end of the phone call. he awnserd with a cracked voice. 'I have been so dumb. no, he! its all his fault!'. Tyler started to cry, It was NOT a joke. He really was sad. i heard it in his voice. Who is HE? And why did "HE" hurt MY Tyler?! Troye, calm down. You are not in a relationship with tyler oakley and he is not yours. O god, What do i do? Do i just like, Comfort him? ill just stay calm and let him tell his story.'Tyler? okay, Just take a deep breath and tell me whats wrong. I have all the time in the world.' i awnserd with a calming and deep voice. 'Well, i..i.. Went to a party like, 3 weeks ago. And i got a little bit typsy, Well.. Actually really drunk.' Aargh, tyler promised me to not drink so much anymore! But i let him continue. 'And, i met this guy...' I felt a shock trough my body. I don't like the picture of Tyler and another guy. Im such a jealous person. Tyler continued, 'I really liked him, he was Very cute and really sweet. so i asked him his name. He said his name was Aiden. After that, he said: 'Lets get outa here.' I was being stupid and went to my house with him.' Were is this going, i thought. Tyler went on with his story. 'Well, you can quess what happend after that. I hope you don't wat any details.' Tyler laught. i laught too. He sounds so cute when he laughs.... STOP dreaming Troye! 'Go on.' I said. 'As much as i remeber, i fell asleep in his arms, but when i woke up. i didn't see him. or his clothes. The only thing that i could find was a note wich said: see you soon, i love you. *winky face*.' But ty, That isn't so bad isn't it? he likes you! (I said that with pain in my heart.) 'I'm not done Troye.' oh, i thought by myself. 'i went downstairs to the lobby of my hotel. and ate my breakfast, checked my tumblr and put on my clothes. and fixed my hair. we texted for another 3 weeks. and I wanted to suprise Aiden. So i went to his apartment. I knokked on the door. It was unlocked.' I have a feeling were this is going and i don't like it. 'I walked in the house and found clothes on the ground. I walked to his bedroom. I could not beleave what i saw, He was in bed. with someone else. i dropped my feshly got starbucks and just stood there. watching him and HER getting up and covering their naked bodies. SHE didn't seem to get who i was. But he just stood there and said: I've never liked you. I just slept with you because your'e famous. I'm not even gay. Now, GET OUT MY HOUSE.' Tyler started crying so hard it made me cry too. before i could think of what i sould say to him, he said with his broken voice: 'Troye, if we would ever be a couple and troyler would be official. You wouldn't do something like that, Would you?' 'No Tilly! ofcouse not! if we would be a couple, I would never leave you. I would stay with you for the rest of my life.' TROYE, Why the f*ck would you say such a creepy thing?! God, im dead. hes gonna think im weird and creey and... But! he said we could be a thing!!! omg! i might have a chance! Troye, stop daydreaming. we got to help tyler. The i only thing i could think of was to say that is gonna be alright and that i would always be there for him. 'Oh Troye, Your'e the best friend ever!' He sounded so happy. We said goodbye and went to bed, i told him he could always call me at any time. i said goodbye and clicked the red button on my phone. i miss his him so much, him head, his face, his hugs, his funny comments on everything and his messy lavender hair wich always looks perfect. Ugh... again, I don't like being in love.