A couple days have passes I haven't shower or left the house since the boys left I haven't talked to anyone, I shut my self off from the world.
I finally decide to actually do something to day I crawled out of bed and hopped in the shower. The whole time in the shower I was crying, well I didn't have any tears left so just crying minus the tears, once I got out the shower I got dressed and grabbed my phone and went on twitter. I went on nialls twitter to see how he was doing and he seemed to be having fun with the boys. I locked my phone and turned the tv on.
"One direction rocking the stage last night"
And I shut the tv off.
"Why are they everywhere" I cried
I grabbed my phone and called savanna. After a couple of rings she answered.
"Hey" I said
"Finally I hear from you" she said
"Yeah." I mumbled
"Are you still all sad" she asked
"errrrr..." I said
"You need to smile and leave the house" she said
"But" I said before savanna interrupted me.
"No buts your leaving the house today!" She said
"Fine" I said
"I'll be there in about thirty minutes" she said and hung up
I set my phone down and walked over to my closet. I didn't want to leave but I guess I had to. I threw on a big grey sweater and some skinnys.
I walked over to the mirror and my eyes were all puffed up from crying so much. I brushed my hair and put in a side braid. Once I finished getting ready I slipped on some black vans and savanna knocked on the door. I grabbed my bag and phone and walked out the door.
"That's what your wearing" savanna asked
"Yes, I'm comfy and I don't care" I said
"Fine" she said
We walked to Savannas car and I started playing on my phone I went to my contact list and clicked Niall. I stared at it for a while and put my finger over the call button. I wanted to so bad but he probably was way to busy to talk to me or management didn't want him talking to me.
I locked my phone and put it away.
"So have you talked to Harry?" I asked
"Yeah jut last night"she said smiling
"That's nice" I said
"He said to tell you Niall said hi" she said looking at me
"Hi"I said trying to smile
"I'll tell Harry to tell Niall you said hi." She said
"Okay" I mumbled.
Savanna finally pulled in the mall and we got out the car.
We walked in the mall and half the girls had t-shirts with the boys faces on it, which made me want to cry when I saw nialls but I held it in.
"Do you want to go somewhere else" savanna asked
"No it's okay" I said
We were walking around the mall for a while and we stopped at the food court. I wasn't really hungry so I told savanna I was going to go out side and call Niall.
I walked outside and pulled my phone out and went to my contacts and pulled up Niall and just stared at it for a while, his contact photo was of me and him and we looked so happy. I was about call when I got an incoming call from Niall.
