~~~ 3 months later ~~~
I still couldn't Handel Niall having a new girlfriend I stopped watching the celeb gossip because they would alway pop up and I couldn't help but cry my self to sleep. Savanna was so excited today was the day we go and see one direction.
We were getting ready and I was dreading every second of it.
"Stephanie whats wrong" she said
"nothing." I muttered.
I walked in the bathroom and locked the door and went on twitter. And went to nialls twitter
"can't wait for tonight's show special surprise for today (:" he tweeted.
"he seems a lot happier now" I said trying not to cry.
I looked in the mirror and I looked a mess I quickly threw on some make up and fixes my hair
"much better" I said trying to smile but I couldn't.
I walked out and savanna was dragging me out the room,
" come on we have thirty minutes to get there " she said
We got in the car and started to drive I really didn't want to be there. I just wanted to go home and cry.
We finally got to the arena and walked to are seats savanna was jumping up and down so was everyone else around us. They were all screaming and crying. I was just there wishing I wasn't.
The opening act started and then the boys came on stage, Louis was singing in front of where I was standing he was looking into the crowd, I couldn't help but some what smile because I remembered Louis was my best friend. I wish he would look down at me and smile or wave or any of the boys it would be amazing
To know they still knew i existed.
Savanna was next to me singing like crazy to every song they song. They were about to do some twitter questions. I sent one in just to see if it made it.
"I still love you Niall" my question said well it wasn't a question but I was hoping it made it through it said where they sat so if my question made it through they would see me.
They started answering questions which I used to love this part of the show it was always different.
They had two questions left and I had my fingers crossed. When bam my question popped up.
"I still love you Niall" Harry said.
"let's see who this is" louis said looking at the seat number and started to walk over towards me.
"Stephanie did you send that!" savanna asked
"yeah, I remember everything again" I said trying not to cry.
Louis finally reached us and sat on the stage I was hiding my face when he came up.
"so who is this" he laughed
I looked up and smiled
"hi Lou" I said
Louis face was in complete shock.
"is this who I think it is" he said
"yep" I said trying not to cry.
Louis walked over to security and told them to get me out the crowd.
"well this is shocking" Louis said.
He walked over to everyone but Niall and told them it was me and just left Niall confused.
