Girls Problems

Aria- Why i am always the helper?

I knew that Lidia was not my friend anymore, but I saw that something was wrong. I saw her leave the classroom in the first few hours, and i waited until thelesson finish and i went to her. I knew where she was. Lydia had not changed at all. There was always the same thing. Our friendship just changed. Her life has been difficult, but also mine. Except Lidia has lived without mum while I have no father. I missed a lot, but anyway I came out. But at least I have had my mother and her support. However, I knew that lidia had not passed the losse of her mom yet. After I saw her there I knew she was surprised. I felt that she needed company and i went to her. After we left Ante's home we went to her home. She had no one else in the house besides the servant. As far as I got into her room, she burst into tears.
"What happened?" I asked.
-They all told me I love Mension.
I knew this was true. I do not know why but all told me their secrets. I also knew Alison loved Mension and that Mension loved Alison. I had not said this to anyone.
- I do not understand why neither Denada nor Meivis relies on me. Those were my friends and ...- after talking a bit rested to cry. I saw the clock.
-I would like to stay here but my mom is waiting for me at home. If you want call me later. OK?
-OK - told me. After I left her home I went to my house.
-Hi, honey? -she said.-How was tosay?
- Good-i said and went up. After i eat dinner i lay on my bed. It was late and it was a very busy day. But i couldnt sleep. I was thinking how long i could keep these secrets when I went to sleep.