drunken truth : namjin

last call

hi
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"namjoon, why did you drink this much?"

seokjin said he was trying to lift namjoon off the ground. in the middle of the night his phone rang. the bartender told him to come and get his friend.

"i forget my feelings when i'm drunk, seokjin-ah."

namjoon's drunken speaking style and voice sounded very familiar.

"can you say seokjin-ah again? like when you pick up the phone."

"seokjin-ah..."

this time seokjin listened to close his eyes. namjoon's voice was almost the same as the one calling from the unknown number.

he took namjoon to the park and put him on a swing. he also lowered his safety arm and prevented a possible escape from namjoon.

"i'm gonna get you some cold water, okay? wait here."

after namjoon nodded, he walking towards the market.

after taking the water, he stoped because of the ringing phone. when he saw that the unknown number was calling, he quickly picked up the phone.

"seokjin-ah..."

as soon as seokjin heard the stranger's voice, he quickly left the market and headed for the park. the phone was still on.

"why do i love you so much?"

when he returned to the park he saw namjoon still on the swing. he leaned his head on the swing's rope.

seokjin could see the phone held in his ear. but he couldn't see his face because he was behind namjoon.

he waited silently.

"when morning comes, i may act like i don't remember and act uncomfortable around you. i apologize for my current state, but please don't think that i'm just saying this because i'm drunk..."

namjoon looked up to the sky. staring at the stars, all he could think of was seokjin.

"whenever i'm in front of you i prepare myself to say this. but i always say the opposite thing, turn around and regret it. but now i'll declare to you that i've loved you from the start."

with tears, seokjin continued to look at his childhood friend.

"you're the only one who beat my heart like this, seokjin. i'll forget what i said today, you forget this too."

seokjin knew he would not forget, but he confirmed.

"i know you're behind me right now, seokjin-ah"

namjoon got up from the swing and turned around.  he moved towards the man he loved.

"i love you, i've always loved."

he looked at seokjin's eyes. he took the big one's hands between his hands and gently stroked with his thumb.

"i'll love you until i die."

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