The black roses~ black veil brides fanfic

chapter 3:

What are you talking about dad?? 

Darling im dieing. He stated blankly. 

Thats not funny dad dont joke about that sort of thing. 

Im not i wouldnt dare. im serioulsy am dieing. 

What your serious?? 

Yes. He nods his head and i begin to cry. He holds me close and i cry my eyes out. After i finish cryibg i look up at him and say 

How long have u got left?? 

About 2 days.

What?!?! why didnt you tell me sooner??!!

I only found out a week ago. 

Thats still not good enough you shouldve told me the day you where told. Ive only got 2 days with you.

Im sorry i know i shouldve told you i just didnt know how and you and i have to go to the hospital today and stay there. I have to leave now. Im sorry and i love you come and see me soon if you want. 

i-i love you to. bye daddy. After he wenyt i sat on the bed and quickly put the rngs on one on my index finger and the other on my other hand on my midle finger. I layed down on my dads bed andcried silently for a coupke of minutes and then went to the bathroom attacted to his room and looked my self in the mirror and i was horrible i looked down at my rings and smiled. Dad ran intothe room and called my name, i walked over to him and he told me to turn around i did as tol.d and turned then there was a cold thing around my neck and he grabbed my hand and put a large ring on my finger. 

Then suddenly he collasped and fell to the floor. i went doewn with him and called dad, dad wake up dad!! sevel time before i checked his pulse there wasnt one in his neck and i started panicking i quickly checked for onme in his wrist andf there wasnt one. i cried and cried until ben and fred came up to the room  and saw what i was doing.  they looked sad but then the look ddnt look like mine and in that moment i knew he told thewn before me and they where expecting it. 

He told u didnt he. 

Yh. they both said. 

Thanks for telling me. 

Darcy you know that we couldnt tell you it was something that he had to tell you not us. 

Call the ambulance and tell them they died. Then im getting out of here. 

Okay. They went down stairs and i went to my room i started packing my stuff into a suitcase and bags. I looked up to see Ben standing in my door way and he said 

They'll be here soon. I nodded and countined to pack things 

what about the concert im going to that im not even gonna met andy and then im leaving.

where on earth are you gonna go?!?! 

somewhere when no one i love is going to die or not speack to me. Because the next thing i know is that you and Fred are gonna leave me and ill be on my own because mom and dad are gone an dthey both died on my birthday andandy doesnt speak to me anymore and he was my best friend and love him !! ive lost eveyone but you guys and all i bring you is missery and i hate that. And to top it all of ive been lieing for years tell you that i havent cut or that im fine. Well guess what i do cut but just not on my wrists. 

I relised what i said and looked at him with wide eyes but not only was Ben there so was Fred. i couldnt stand looking at them so i walked past them and into my dad room i locked the door and looked down at my dads liveless body and eyes open it creeped me out so i walked up to him and sat besides him. I laughed and said why do you have to be so creepy daddy, with that i closed his eyes and hugged him one last time before saying, i know you heard that daddy and im sorry i jut couldnt handle mom dieing and now you and andy not talking to me. I never got to thank you for eveything you've done for me, i love you with all my heart bye daddy. A tear slipped out and i unlocked the door to the room and wiped my tears away there was a knock on the door and 2 minutes later there was police officers and amblance people with a strecher. When they took my dad out i had to look away before i lost it. The police officers looked at me with sorrow in there eyes, i looked at them and said dont look at me like that. They came up to me and said that theyre sorry and they asked a bunch of question. After about 20 minutes they left and i went down stairs with a blank expression and grabbed a apple i sat on the island and eat it in silence i then grabbed some grapes from the fridge but when i got there there was a knife an di went to grab it but pulled my hand away before i got any other ideas i grabbed some grapes and found the tickets i blinked at them and a tear slipped oyuy. i love you daddy i said before i looked down at the rings he gave me the one on my thumb is with the one on my middle finger and the other is on its own. I then looked down at my neckless and started to cry i colasped on the floor and cried and suddenly i felt 2 pairs of arms around me i looked at them and it was ben and fred i shock my head and hugged them both i felt fred pick me up and put me inmy bed i looked at the clock and it was only 5 i laughed and said wake me up at 7 please i need to get ready for the club. 

you still wonna go?? 

yh its my birthday after all. 

Okay. 

I was shocken aawake by Fred and i nodded and he gave me a kiss on the head then ben came in and gave me a kiss on the check. I laughed and got up to take a shower after my shower i done my make up it was thick eye liner loads of mascara and red lip stick. i walked out in just my underwear because i forgot my clothes. I walked in and walked to my closet and grabbed my dress and shoes. I turned around only to find Fred in my room i quickly hide my stomache and hips but he of caused notice and grabbed my clothes covering me. I turned back around but he spun me round to face him a closed my eyes and felt him touch my old and new scars and cuts when he got the the cuts i flinched and hissed. The oldest one said andy the newest said daddy and the other one said mommy. I looked down at him and he had tear sstreaming down his face. quickly put on my dress and bent down to his level. 

Im sorry Fred. All he done was shack his head and look up at me because even when im on my knees he's still taller then me. 

You know what im not even gonna say anything. i dont know what to say. 

dont then. but i love you and im sorry. 

i loveyou to Darcy but plz dont do it again promise me. 

i shock my head and said ' you dont get it do you, you cant just say please dpnt do this and ill magicly just stop. it doesnt work like that but i promise ill try my hardest. now im gonna do my hair before you guys can. 

At this he laughed and said okay. 

i walked back to the bathroom and starighened my hair which took about 30 minutes. i got out and went down the stairs but not before i looked into my dads room i closed my eyes and walked down the stairs. i yelled at the guys to hurry up and get ready. they did as told and we where at the club by 9:30. I was wasted and i got home and crashed out.